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Best figure it out while you still can. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th0sZryHnMM
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February 13, 2015
uCellE2057 said
sketchez said
if you’re an athiest the you’re guaranteed to go nowhere when you die.. or hellso you might as well pick something ..xenu seems legit
If there’s a heaven or hell, I bet the guestbook guidelines are a little more strict than eternity being decided with an “eh, might as well say I wanna go to heaven.”
I don’t know if heaven is real but I don’t think he would do that to us. Like he made us so stupid that I don’t think he would turn his back on us. Just doesn’t feel right.
ive always tried to meditate. All I got is quiet and to clear ur mind. But I would love to learn some how and not make it up as I go. The only thing I’ve asked was to help me find strength. I still don’t know how I feel about preying because I litteraly like less than a year ago thought that they were talking to themselves and it scared the shit out of me for lack of a better word. It could be like I made up an imaginary friend more than a genie granting wishes to take me pain away.
It could be placebo effect but I don’t care it’s real to me and that makes it “real”. No use in explaining my self in rational terms because I don’t know the proper terms. So I choose I explain myself and if I choose to share my feelings and ideas with some it’s because I chose too and speak it how I feel it.
I’m just taking it slow and letting my insides guide me. What ever feels right. I don’t care if it’s cazy you know. I’ve been crazy and I know I wasn’t crazy sometimes when ppl tell me I am. So I stopped careing what ppl think about me. Unless it’s a doctor. Not saying I don’t want to hear what u have to say, I care. I do. sorry to avert one for my grammar.
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1:59 pm
September 19, 2014
@bayareashaman, Well, for the most part, the power of prayer is a real thing that has been proven to work. Not the “ask and ye shall receive” shit but the making you feel better part really does work and has mental benefits. The interesting thing is that on an MRI scan, praying (real praying. Not the “I can pray louder than you” shit that I think too many people do), meditation and just being incredibly calm, read the exact same way. There’s multiple ways to take that information though. Either you take it as the placebo effect at work or that there’s something that we’re “connecting” to when we do it. Either way, it’s damn near impossible to dispute that it is doing something. The rest is really just conversational and philosophical fodder. At least, between some Juggalos on a forum it is lol. Unless you have access to multiple brains for us to test theories on.
I have family coming over today and my girlfriends birthday is tomorrow so I probably won’t be on here for a couple of days but I will definitely PM you some good info/guides once I get back. Hopefully they can help you out a little bit.
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September 19, 2014
Pigg said
I used to be very VERY religious. Now I have no religion. If there IS a god, it’s not any of the gods from major religions. Either that, or they are not nearly as powerful as they claim to be.
The idea that there are numerous gods of varying power has always interested me. I think that if there is a god, it would be something like that. There’s a god of harvest, winter, wine, etc. etc. None of which are really powerful beyond their own expertise. Nifty little idea.
5:40 pm
May 4, 2014
CellE2057 said
The idea that there are numerous gods of varying power has always interested me. I think that if there is a god, it would be something like that. There’s a god of harvest, winter, wine, etc. etc. None of which are really powerful beyond their own expertise. Nifty little idea.
Neil Gaiman’s novel American Gods uses this idea; the story shows gods in human form, created by humans & brought with them to new cultures when they immigrate. God as a meme (“an element of a culture or system of behavior that may be considered to be passed from one individual to another by non-genetic means, especially imitation”)… why not.
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6:38 pm
January 5, 2015
When I was a kid, my uncle was shot and while he was in surgery his family reverted back to their catholic roots. They prayed and prayed and prayed and he came out all right. My cousins, who are about the same age as me, were told that god was the reason their dad survived and that the holy word of god is the most important thing in the world. They began going to church and all of it.
The thing is my uncle used to be a drug addict and had a criminal record. I think religion probably did him a lot of good and I think it’s important to recognize that he hasn’t done any drugs or drank alcohol in over 25 years. He completely turned his life around.
That said, when I was a kid of about five, my cousins came over and told me and my brothers that if we lay on the ground in our front yard and stare at the sky and say something like “I want jesus in my soul please jesus accept me as yours” that we would be able to literally feel the spirit of god infuse our bodies with his grace. We did it, my brothers said they felt something. I distinctly remember not feeling anything and for years and years and years I was tormented by this thought: why didn’t god want me?
By the time I became a teenager I had a lot of emotional problems. I spent most of my life thinking that god didn’t want me and that i would never be good enough. I started attending church while the rest of my family never did. I used to ask my dads for rides to church but most sunday mornings he’d be drunk. I’d take the bus and sometimes miss a connection and arrive really late or miss the entire service. One day, I got there and the sermon was “If you can’t attend church regularly, why come?”
Damn. Again. “God” was telling me he didn’t want me.
It took a few more years before I realized that he didn’t not want me, he didn’t exist. The feeling my brothers and cousins claim to have felt (if they didn’t just lie like I did at the time) was an emotional reaction to a stimulus of ritual. Ritual, prayer, and meditation has a certain chemical reaction in our brains that eases anxiety, reduces tension, and even spurts off a bit of the happy juice that my brain naturally produces too little of. This is why people with OCD have repetitious ritual like compulsions (many of my best friends compulsions revolve around prayers of forgiveness for the most minor “sins” like wearing polyester or eating shrimp she doesn’t even believe in the bible to be literally true but her childhood upbringing has cemented these as grievances).
Art, for me, is ritualistic and seems to release the same or similar brain chemicals as religion does and I believe that all art is to some degree a spiritual act. There’s a theory in modern art about how we’re drawn to beauty and how it relates to plato’s theory that the emotional reaction we have to beauty is us responding to something that is divine in nature. Divinity is perfect, perfection is beautiful, anything beautiful is a glimpse of divine perfection.
Yadda yadda yadda sorry this is entirely too long, the point I want to make is this:
Art seeks to connect humans through emotional stimulus. Religion seeks to connect humans through emotional stimulus. Art and religion are different vehicles towards the same end and can / should / do play off each other. That’s why people like ICP work so well and why J says things like “it came from god”. It’s not that there’s a divine being out there somewhere trying to push this message of connectedness, it’s that we’re a herd species and we want to pull our herd together because it releases those same chemicals. “God” and art and “love” are inherently connected because they’re all stand in’s for “my brain likes it.”

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January 5, 2015
scruffy said
that joke was stale seventy years ago.why everybody think dyslexia means ‘everything is backwards’?
THANK YOU.
I forever just roll my eyes at that shit but seriously…
Psyral, if you’re not actually familiar with dyslexia, it doesn’t rearrange the letters. That’s a myth that comes from a misunderstanding. It’s a processing disorder not a vision one. It takes me longer to read and sometimes I’ll look at words and even though they’ll LOOK right I won’t be able to match them up with what they mean. So I can be reading a book and trudging through it and then it might randomly describe a dog with the word dog and when I look at it I’m seeing dog but my brain is stuck in a loop of wtf does dog mean oh my god this is such a weird word where the fuck did it come from why don’t I know it are there two syllables? is it duh ogg or is it doog or I can’t figure this out… oh it’s dog like my dog got it.
Usually larger words are harder for me to process and non english words are usually really difficult, especially stuff with strange syllable patterns, like the nordic god names in American Gods were a bitch because I could never tell if I was misunderstanding something I should know or if I should be learning that Reykjavik is a city whose name I need to remember.
There’s a ton of misunderstandings of dyslexia so I don’t really blame you for getting it wrong. It’s actually less common to find people who know what it’s like.

5:52 am
January 21, 2014
huh… i honestly did not know what dyslexia actually affected, i honestly thought it was like trying to read xombie’s posts all the time XD the more you know eh? thanks for educating me Rob
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6:04 am
January 21, 2014
now you got me interested and i got a question about that( @robtidwell ) is it only an issue when trying to read something? like if someone read it out loud you would instantly get the meaning and all is good?
nobody ever explains these things thoroughly it’s like it’s taboo to talk about and your supposed to know what it is. and if you ask a question they just tiptoe around it like their going to offend somebody. it’s really annoying cause i wan’t to know, some times i feel like i’m the only one who doesn’t cause every one acts like they know.
"HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN, ONCE YOU SURRENDER THE ABILITY TO PROPERLY OPERATE YOUR MIND, YOU ARE THEN SURRENDERING THE ABILITY TO BE THE SHIT. AND THAT ONLY MEANS, YOU AINT SHIT ANYMORE."-SHAGGY2DOPE
6:52 am
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May 22, 2012
RobTidwell said
So I can be reading a book and trudging through it and then it might randomly describe a dog with the word dog and when I look at it I’m seeing dog but my brain is stuck in a loop of wtf does dog mean oh my god this is such a weird word where the fuck did it come from why don’t I know it are there two syllables? is it duh ogg or is it doog or I can’t figure this out… oh it’s dog like my dog got it.
this shit here is real tough to explain to someone that hasnt experienced it, but i grasp it on an instinctive level.
when i was a wee lad, there was some talk bandied about that i might be dyslexic. even today i disagree with that conclusion…
except, that this phenomenon did happen to me now and again. some random word [usually a fairly common one], would just suddenly seem like the weirdest, dumbest, most out-of-place word id ever seen. then later, it fits right in, like its supposed to.
ive discussed this effect [theres a name for it, but for the life of me, i cant remember what it is] with many heads over the years, and while not everyone noticed it, a surprisingly sizable chunk of the population has. the vast majority are not at all what we would call dyslexic.
this hasnt happened to me for… probably at least twenty years. my own theory on that, is that when you are mildly dyslexic, perhaps it just goes away. could be that the more you read, the less it affects you… could be that your mind gets so used to it, that you dont notice it anymore. could be that children are prone to it when they start to read, but grow out of it and forget, but some dont.
for a severe dyslexic, its like letters, or even entire words or sentences, are randomly written in cyrillic.
imagine if the above paragraph looked like this:
typical dyslexia
this hasnt happλned to me for… probably at leςÞt twenty years. my own theory on thεt, is thεt when you are mildly dyslexic, perhaps ît just goes away. could be thεt the more you reϖd, the less ît affects you… could be thεt your mind gets so used to ît, thεt you dont notice ît aπγΩore. could be thεt children are prone to ît when they start to reϖd, and usually grow out of ît and forget, but soψe doηt.
severe dyslexia
это hasnt случилось to мной заr … probably, по крайней мере двадцать yеars. мy own теория on томt, что, is, что, когда are слегка дислексией, возможно, он just goes уходит. could быть, что чем больше more читаете, тем less он влияет на вас … может быть, что mind gets становится used к нему, что you не notice его больше. может быть, что that склонны к нему, когда они grow читать, но растут из него и забыть, но некоторые не делают.
thats dyslexia in a nutshell, for those who never had to deal with it.
[edit]
okay, just now, i noticed that the word ‘typical’ is just a funny-looking, odd word.
typical
when you fixate on it, the effect is more noticeable.
typical
try it, look at the word, and dont let your mind immediately accept the meaning. just the way it looks.
typical
the more you dwell on the appearance of it, the less natural it feels. thats why you cant tell a dyslexic to ‘just concentrate harder’. it works against them.
i think comic books help with this, honestly. the mind is spending time interpreting the form of the artwork, and is consequently more free to assimilate the content of the words, without hangin up on the form of the lettering.
again, just my theory. well, not just mine, but the head shrinkers dont all agree, on that one.
this also would explain why visual artists are sometimes prone to dyslexia-like symptoms, when reading prose.
awfully paranoid, arent you?
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