Here is my conversation with Marz, you know, the dude who was in Dark Lotus……. Figured I’d share.

The Raven: can I ask you a personal question? Were you there with ICP and everyone when they saw a bunch of crows fly through the sky and spell “mirror the raven”? I tried asking ABK about it, but he blew me off.
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The Raven: After hearing Tales from the lotus pod, I started experiencing what was later diagnosed as schizophrenia, and it really messed my life up, but it put me on a path to find a cure for mental illnesses. And I sought Christ because of it. It’s hard for me to explain, but if you were there, then your answer would be the difference between me pursuing it, or feeling like it was all a lie/demonic. Did you guys really chant spells into that cd? You could PM me if you want, and delete these comments, but I started hearing voices and shit over all of that, and for western medicine to deny the “supernatural” aspect of mental illness, is gross neglect, and extremely dangerous. And if you played a role in all of that, then I feel like you could at least give me an explanation, so I dont waste what’s left of my life following an illusion….. like doing things like this…. https://www.faygoluvers.net/v5/…..r-bust-ep/
The Raven – “Non Profit Or Bust” EP
This Ain’t the Life I B O G A From Us (ft. The Jokerr) So I Can Apply for Grants – 501(c)(3)
faygoluvers.net
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Marz: Me and icp would be what you could call ” useful idiots” for the demonic realm, I was actualy into all that stuff at the time icp,twisted and blaze were NOT, to them it’s all an act, they have no idea the power they are being used by. I never saw any crows flying but I saw violent J make up lies all the time, he is amazing at manipulating juggalos with fake supernatural stories. He has no idea that it is destroying people’s lives and I had no idea either until I got saved. Demonic stuff is real, the good news is that every demon must bow at the presence of Christs Holy Spirit and they can be cast out, the only thing that beats them permanently is giving you life fully to Christ and following him. I have repented like crazy over doing that album, and I will do whatever is in my power to bring Gods kingdom to light and destroy whatever harm I’ve caused by being a useful idiot.
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The Raven: Well, whats crazy is since that happened, I am assuming it’s J, has made each artist put something on at least one cd about the Raven, as if this were in fact a real story, from Raven’s Mirror on the Wraith, to ABK’s Medicine bag,( Raven) Boondox’s intro to Krimson Creek, Twiztid’s “That’s Wicked” on W.I.C.K.E.D. Hoodoo’s Crystal skull (The Raven) a few other Dark Lotus songs on Black Rain, Even Tech N9ne, has said in It’s Alive, from Anghellic, Misery phased Raven for the Crazed Haven, So, I should not take these things as the holy spirit sending a message, with them being conduits, I should take it as they are tools of evil, and dont know who they are following? Point made. I kind of suspected since J said that he saw a dark shadow and thought that that was God, When I met God, there was nothing dark about Him. Jesus either. I was simply confused because a preacher had put his hand on my head and told me that I would end up doing something with designs on clothing, and later two completely different psychics reiterated this, and added that it would be for a non profit organization. And here I am sitting here with cures to mental illness, and drug addiction. (Accepting Jesus has stopped me from seeing demons, like I used to since the cd. But I still have these annoying voices.) So I will not pursue helping the hundreds of millions of people worldwide, if the source is not trustworthy. Thank you for responding. Just wish other people knew this story, I may not be the only one STILL suffering from it. If it means anything, I forgive you, and I really appreciate you responding.
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Marz: Are you still listening to icp or juggalo content music? If you are then that’s probably the reason your still hearing voices, I would suggest you stop listening to any of there music or any music that is speaking death, all that raven stuff is just lies and marketing bro ,God is not a shadow God is light. Satan is a shadow, God is not involved with icp, satan is. I will make a video talking about this because it’s to much to type. Be blessed and I encourage you to get that stuff out of your life the sooner the better. Be blessed my brother.
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The Raven: 1 Kings 17:4 You shall drink of the brook, and I have commanded the ravens to feed you there. God instructed Elijah (translated as My God is Yahweh) to follow his plan, and used the ravens to feed him, he was later depressed, and suicidal. I thought that this message may have been a repeat from God, if they really saw crows fly through the sky and spell the words mirror the raven. So, there is even much scriptural connection, whether they knew that or not…… And I kind of accepted The story of the thorn in the apostle Paul’s side, as a rationality for my current experience. But I get what you’re saying.
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Marz: Brandan, I think it’s great that you are seeking scripture that is exactly what we all need to do, also keep in mind “context” there are TONS of things that people and cult leaders manipulate out of scripture and use it to decieve people. A good measuring tool is to keep in mind when jesus said ” you will know them by their fruit”. If someone is saying they speak for God, but then writes music about death, killing, death, darkness etc etc…we can usualy see by the actions and fruit of people’s lives, what and who they actualy worship.
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The Raven: True, they have had much time and money to actually help their fans, and they haven’t. From the homeless juggalos out there, to the drug addicted juggalos, there is so much that they could do to ease the suffering, of even this gang classification that many are suffering for, (some even losing their kids) and suing the FBI probably wont do anything about it even if successful. I thought I received a positive message through their music, overall, but yes, they are focused more on vengeance in their story lines than forgiveness, or helping people. selling 1 tshirt for a benefit is nowhere near what could be done with their influence. I guess I keep giving them the benefit of the doubt and hoping that they would actually get Juggalos organized to do something good in the communities, cleaning up garbage, building homes…. something….. instead of just bitching about the problems of the world, and getting paid, like most rappers do. I keep hearing stories of how greedy J is, it’s such a shame that a lot of Juggalos really are decent people, and do not become said “Good fruit”. What a waste of a movement. When I paid to see ABK backstage, to finally ask about the raven thing, and what were they planning on doing to help Juggalos after all this gang stuff, he said, “That’s not my thing, I’m just here to do music.” Kinda felt stabbed in the heart. Then they gave away my merch that came with the 75 dollar backstage bullshit. Like, wow, this is family huh? Started feeling like the damn footclan from the first Turtles movie. Would love to see you do a song with The Jokerr by the way.