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8:35 pm
March 30, 2013
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Violentdope said
Ive had a panic attack before too.lack of sleep for a few days will get you there quick.It really feels like you are gonna die.heart racing cant breathe.I just went to sleep and the next day I was fine.never from smoking weed but I used to get real paranoid around people when I first started smoking years ago but you get used to that,at least i did. edibles like brownies that are really strong give me panic attacks.I stay away from them now.
Damn weed gingerbread men made my wife and I physically and mentally comatose and we could do nothing more than hold hands on our backs staringg at the roof of the tent while the party raged on around us. It was not pleasant. And we are experienced users of psilocybin, LSD, LSA and DXM trips, but the friggin herb got the drop on us. My wife didn’t feel panic, she just said it was embarrassing to be so laid out. On the contrary, this kid ate triple the gingerbread we did and it had the opposite effect. He was wired and running around the campground like a wolverine. Go figure.
8:53 pm
January 6, 2013
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Not sure if its technicaly a panic attack- but its a consistent thought threw out my life that freaks me out.
The thought that when I die, there is nothing. Zero , blank everything for ever. The ability to think , gone, and never knowing anything , any thought, and feeling gone for ever. It freaks me out so bad that when it pops in my head, I litteraly jump out of bed and pace, or just scream. Often it causes me to twicth or muscle spazm. I hate the thought, as a child it it use to bring out tears. Its honestly hard for me to even describe it or even talk about it unless I have a buzz.
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8:59 pm
March 30, 2013
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Frog said
Not sure if its technicaly a panic attack- but its a consistent thought threw out my life that freaks me out.
The thought that when I die, there is nothing. Zero , blank everything for ever. The ability to think , gone, and never knowing anything , any thought, and feeling gone for ever. It freaks me out so bad that when it pops in my head, I litteraly jump out of bed and pace, or just scream. Often it causes me to twicth or muscle spazm. I hate the thought, as a child it it use to bring out tears. Its honestly hard for me to even describe it or even talk about it unless I have a buzz.
I feel ya man, its a valid terror that many people have. To no longer exist. It hurts to think about. Tothink too hard on it can drive one to madness.
10:04 pm
May 29, 2013
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Frog said
Not sure if its technicaly a panic attack- but its a consistent thought threw out my life that freaks me out.
The thought that when I die, there is nothing. Zero , blank everything for ever. The ability to think , gone, and never knowing anything , any thought, and feeling gone for ever. It freaks me out so bad that when it pops in my head, I litteraly jump out of bed and pace, or just scream. Often it causes me to twicth or muscle spazm. I hate the thought, as a child it it use to bring out tears. Its honestly hard for me to even describe it or even talk about it unless I have a buzz.
Holy fucking shit frog, me too. Ur the only fucking person to ever describe exactly what happens to me when i think about that shit. I literally do everything u just said. literally, i couldve written on that and word for word it’d be the same.
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11:09 pm
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May 22, 2012
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Frog said
Not sure if its technicaly a panic attack- but its a consistent thought threw out my life that freaks me out.
The thought that when I die, there is nothing. Zero , blank everything for ever. The ability to think , gone, and never knowing anything , any thought, and feeling gone for ever. It freaks me out so bad that when it pops in my head, I litteraly jump out of bed and pace, or just scream. Often it causes me to twicth or muscle spazm. I hate the thought, as a child it it use to bring out tears. Its honestly hard for me to even describe it or even talk about it unless I have a buzz.
thoughts like that keep me warm at night.
awfully paranoid, arent you?
6:01 pm
January 21, 2014
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i get mild panic attacks every time i go somewhere i don’t normally frequent…. i’m normally the statue up against the wall at most shows i go to, so iv’e never been thrown out of a show… to paranoid to do anything that would cause such a reaction from security.
the worst panic attack i ever had was when i stayed up for four days strait when i was 16 on an Adderal binge XD but i kicked that shit and have been completely clean for 2 1/2 years now (well except the brew :P )
"HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN, ONCE YOU SURRENDER THE ABILITY TO PROPERLY OPERATE YOUR MIND, YOU ARE THEN SURRENDERING THE ABILITY TO BE THE SHIT. AND THAT ONLY MEANS, YOU AINT SHIT ANYMORE."-SHAGGY2DOPE
6:23 pm
March 30, 2013
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stretchSquiggles said
i get mild panic attacks every time i go somewhere i don’t normally frequent…. i’m normally the statue up against the wall at most shows i go to, so iv’e never been thrown out of a show… to paranoid to do anything that would cause such a reaction from security.
the worst panic attack i ever had was when i stayed up for four days strait when i was 16 on an Adderal binge XD but i kicked that shit and have been completely clean for 2 1/2 years now (well except the brew :P )
Did you headbutt your mom over that shit and swell up her lip? Hahaha just playin.. my brain thinks fondly of Adderall while my dick wants it eradicated.
3:56 am
May 29, 2013
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God i remember going on adderral binges. I swear man, it was like that drug in limitless for me. I could focus on everything, i could think crystal clear, i could get punched in the bag of the head by the biggest motherfucker i knew and bounce my head off a lunch table from the recoil of said punch then laugh my ass off about it. I fucking miss that drug. I dont miss the erectile dysfunction it gives u tho. Or the heart palpations. Or wicked crashes that you get when coming down. Or the threat of imprisonment that accompanied buying and popping them. Or living in constant paranoia that my dad would notice my massive pupils and stomp my ass in once he caught on. Ok so maybe I dont miss it so much, but damn it was nice while it lasted.
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10:23 am
January 21, 2014
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Old Mr Dangerous said
Did you headbutt your mom over that shit and swell up her lip? Hahaha just playin.. my brain thinks fondly of Adderall while my dick wants it eradicated.
I Know right. the first time i went to try and fuck on it i was completely caught by surprise and was actually kind of scared XD
"HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN, ONCE YOU SURRENDER THE ABILITY TO PROPERLY OPERATE YOUR MIND, YOU ARE THEN SURRENDERING THE ABILITY TO BE THE SHIT. AND THAT ONLY MEANS, YOU AINT SHIT ANYMORE."-SHAGGY2DOPE
11:54 am
August 27, 2012
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Public service announcement: DRINK MORE WATER. I have never had a problem fucking on adderal unless im dehydrated. With a little persistence and a motivated partner all things are within reach…usually concussivly over the course of several hours…but hey no pain no cosmic orgasm….
"Somewhere theres a Waffle House thats severely understaffed right now" -OCJ to Scruffy watching a second stage act at the Gathering.
10:36 pm
March 30, 2013
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OCJ_Brendan said
Public service announcement: DRINK MORE WATER. I have never had a problem fucking on adderal unless im dehydrated. With a little persistence and a motivated partner all things are within reach…usually concussivly over the course of several hours…but hey no pain no cosmic orgasm….
I’m a huge water drinker, but I must declare that I would be on a drinking binge during the Adderall binge . Which of course equals dehydration. You can drink like a fish on them pills.
Adderall was the only reason I hung out with this piece of shit bitxh from my past. She got it prescribed and would keep me dosed. She was also on welfare and had had four abortions (she doesn’t remember telling me but its true.. I’m for smishsmortions in most cases, but FOUR??! its illegal to have more than three in some spots).. anyway I’d buy the beer she had the Addies and the combo made music sound so much more beautiful. I never got sexual with the cunt, and thankfully the Adderall would’ve put a stop to it anyway. But we did sniff some off my wife’s ass. That was a neat milestone.
11:27 pm
August 27, 2012
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I used to fuck with this psycho chick that had Dexadrine and Adderal in massive doses…problem was each month I did her whole scrip which was actually necessary for her to maintain her calm stability so she would fly irrationally off the handle one minute and be an absolute ADHD giggly mess the next. She was pretty fucking hot though for a nut bag and was a ballet dancer which If I have to say any more on that you dont even need to know.
She also had this knack for showing up right as I broke up with a girl, and still does I suppose (I just haven’t been single in 5 years) maybe if me and my girl break up Molly’s crazy ass will pop up with a bottle of moscato and a bottle of 30 XRs…
/rant
"Somewhere theres a Waffle House thats severely understaffed right now" -OCJ to Scruffy watching a second stage act at the Gathering.
11:52 pm
July 15, 2012
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Her pussy won’t get wet unless she has rolls. I gave her water pills and said it was rolls. Her pussy still got wet. Lying bitch lol.
11:56 pm
August 27, 2012
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They all say that shit….I like to pirate fuck bitches…true story…
"Somewhere theres a Waffle House thats severely understaffed right now" -OCJ to Scruffy watching a second stage act at the Gathering.
11:57 pm
July 15, 2012
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Yeah the black pirate bitches. I don’t care if I get crabs bro
11:57 pm
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August 6, 2013
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Damn, I’m straight edge compared to you all. I have been offered adderall but didn’t wanna fuck with it. I honestly think I have ADD but don’t want to fuck with pills…
12:05 am
August 27, 2012
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twiztidkillaxxx2 said
Yeah the black pirate bitches. I don’t care if I get crabs bro
Nah bro the move where when your about to bust and you deadleg a chick…then when she turns around you jizz in her eye…
piggofdoom said
Damn, I’m straight edge compared to you all. I have been offered adderall but didn’t wanna fuck with it. I honestly think I have ADD but don’t want to fuck with pills…
Adderal is one of the tamer beasts I have wrangeled with…so ill let you draw a conclusion there…itd be easier to rattle off what I haven’t done I will list the items below.
1: Columbian Devil’s Breath
2: Sappo Frog Venom.
Thats about it.
"Somewhere theres a Waffle House thats severely understaffed right now" -OCJ to Scruffy watching a second stage act at the Gathering.
12:07 am
July 15, 2012
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That’s what you do to all the chicks you fuck. It’s a signature move
11:33 am
January 21, 2014
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piggofdoom said
Damn, I’m straight edge compared to you all. I have been offered adderall but didn’t wanna fuck with it. I honestly think I have ADD but don’t want to fuck with pills…
Probbly a good thing there homie. i LOVED pills… any pills… got hardcore addicted… almost wen’t to rehab… after almost dying… therefore i’m clean now and wish to stay that way :P
"HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN, ONCE YOU SURRENDER THE ABILITY TO PROPERLY OPERATE YOUR MIND, YOU ARE THEN SURRENDERING THE ABILITY TO BE THE SHIT. AND THAT ONLY MEANS, YOU AINT SHIT ANYMORE."-SHAGGY2DOPE
3:14 pm
January 6, 2013
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I love some adderal. Being doin em since highschool. Like 15 years. Off and on. At my worst with em, I was eating 15 a day. Disgusting , I know. At the time I was selling drugs, all night long and had lots money. Staying up for days at a time. I stopped for bout a year, went threw withdrawal from em. Slept like 4 days straight. I eat from time to time, not that many in a day anymore. I eat a bunch during the gathering, cause I don’t wanna sleep when I’m there. I force myself to get at least 2 hours of sleep at the gathering.
As far as the ED, I found when I’m coming down off addys, I’m super fucking horny, if I’m coming down, I have no problem getting sboner, but the timing had to be right. I just keep boner pills handy. Viagra and cialis ain’t always easy to come by, I get these pills cold Black Storm from the local porn store. Like 26$ for 6 of em. They work when I’m addyed, shit faced drunk. Whenever. Only thing that sucks is when I eat em, thinking ima ge some ass and don’t. Regardless, when I eat em, I can’t even roll out of bed the next day, my dick is like a kickstand.
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