my girlfriend and i have been through hell and back together. homeless for four months in the middle of winter, great loss and starting over in another state all in the course of six months. 

we got through it together though. she was my rock and i was hers. our relationship is stronger than ever than and we can’t imagine living without each other after that shit.

point is, you have your wife by your side. your best friend. no matter what, she wil be there for you and you will be there for her. you will get through anything together and together there is always a light.

just keep your just keep your heads above the water and everything will be okay. fuck it, humans are naturally bouyant you shouldn’t have a problem

condolences to you and your family nyro.

open the shades sunshine flies in, better days on the horizon.

Miklo Velka said

Funny how y’all whoop Lucem’s self righteous bull shit, he has been one of the true asshole trolls on here for years.

I pointed out his music was corny about a year or so ago, now he’s obsessed with trying to throw shade on my ass.

Fuck that kid.

 

  

I don’t know, you seem to be the one continuously bringing that up. Maybe if he’s throwing shade, it’s for things unrelated to your distaste for his music. 

And about Nyro. There’s the possibility he’s trolling, I guess. But what’s the worst case scenario for you if he is? That you’re gullible? Is that really worse than being the asshole who laughed at someone who lost their kid? Check your priorities, guy. 

Neverthrive said

I don’t know, you seem to be the one continuously bringing that up. Maybe if Lucem’s throwing shade, it’s for things unrelated to your distaste for his music. 

Nah man it was the review I gave him of the corny EP he put out.

It obviously cut right to his core, cause he’s had a pickle up his ass ever since…..

Nyro has talked so much endless shit about me…….

He doesn’t get a pass anymore.

He gets called out.

Miklo Velka said
Nyro has talked so much endless shit about me…….

He doesn’t get a pass anymore.

He gets called out.

  

Called out? For fucking what?! For having a shitty go of things as of late? This isn’t some petty ass “you started it” shit, man. There wasn’t any shots at you in his post. In fact, it was the exact opposite. He was apologetic and tried to explain why he did some of the shit he did. You can’t accept that? Again, I sincerely want to know, what exactly are you gaining from this? Good job. You’re a dick. A man is clearly in a fucked up spot right now, and even if it isn’t true (which you seem to think) he was still apologetic to you. Like, specifically:

Nyro said
@miklo-velka  I am not asking you for a pass. I apologized and ask you to be humane.

So what are you going to do? Continue to hold some petty forum grudge or show that you, too, are capable of being a human being like everyone else. It’s okay to put down whatever silly persona you think you’re putting on. No one’s asking you to sing fuckin sing alongs, man. Just don’t be a dick to this one dude. That’s all you have to do here. I’m really hoping you do it, ninja. 

OCJ_Brendan said

Nyro said

JC said
Hey, I haven’t read everything in here, just the original post, but just wanted to say that I am so sorry that all of this is happening to you right now and that my thoughts and prayers are with you.  Really I don’t know what else to say, but I wanted you to know that I (and I’m assuming others have commented above me) do care about you man.  MCL  

Yeah man the love is pouring in. It feels amazing. It is a big struggle and the prayers, positive thoughts and energy being sent our way is insane. THANK YOU so much man.

Who else was thrown off like shit when they met @jc this year *Raises hand in shame*  

for real it took me a minute lol.

Nyro said
So apparently some people didn’t know and honestly I didn’t make a post like this I just posted these comments in a thread I was having a discussion in a week or so ago I believe…..

Anyways back in December I had a really big car wreck I was in the hospital a while and wen’t through many medical evaluations all the way up until about a month ago because I was hit by a Swift 18-wheeler and was taking legal actions against them for the 9 fake disks I now have in my back and extreme pain I deal with daily. After the long process I got a settlement about a month ago but the aftermath was pretty much heartbreaking for me. Many of you know that I was a therapist. I helped people that had experienced many different kinds of abuse get through their ordeals so that they could lead normal and productive lives. Well after all my medical evaluations it turns out I am not longer considered capable of doing my job. I have endured a lot of damage to my frontal lobe and I am particularly dealing with draining a lot of fluid off my brain. Because of where the damage and fluid is it effects the filter normal people have that controls speech and impulses….think of it as vocal violent Tourettes with minimal physical impulses or jerks. Basically I don’t think at all before blurting out half the shit I say anymore. I am being medicated but it takes a while to get adjusted and still then I may have hiccups. So here I am at the doctors being told I can not work anymore pretty much the rest of my life. On top of this the damage I received to my head and back have increased my chances of early Alzheimer’s and being in a wheelchair by 50.

On to the second leg of my 1 month fall. A little over a week ago my Wife miscarried. I made the mistake of posting it on my facebook at which point I guess Smack saw it or got extremely lucky guessing and just thought making fun of it would be funny. I said in my Juggalo of the Month thread that due to a person trauma recently I would be holding off on it a bit. Well, while you were at the gathering Smack made another alt and posted a joke about my wife miscarrying in that thread. It has since been deleted by Scottie or another mod but I believe Splitopens response to it is still there for Phantom proof. This believe it or not was not a big deal til I woke up the next day and realized That Split was pretty much the only Ninja that pointed out this was extremely fucked up. Now, in retrospective you guys were gathering so it was entirely fucked up for me to feel this way but in my fucked up mind that’s how it was. MY new FAM had abandoned me I felt at that point.

The last leg of my month of terror was my Grandma 82 years old finally lost her license and is pretty much blind now. Me and my wife are the only relative within reasonable driving distance so naturally we now have to take care of her. I love my grandma but in my current state this leaves damn near everything up to a woman who just went through the trauma of losing her child and a man that has lost EVERYTHING but that woman, taking care of her.

This, all of this. The worst month of my life (and I was locked up for 5 straight years as a child) has broken me. Sure I was always an asshole and joked way to much but it was always fun. I never wished anyone to truly be hurt and I never intended to offend anyone that much. So I decided I was going to try not to troll and be a part of this community without making fun of someone every other post. I am still trying. The head trauma makes this very hard for me to be honest. Telling you guys all this is even harder as to be straight up I can’t even type this without crying like a preteen who just had their first breakup. I have nothing left, I am emotionally, physically and mentally torn down.

There it is. Now you are all up to date.  

 Dude Nyro, I’m sorry you felt abandoned while we were all partying. The vast majority of the people around here are cool as fuck and do generally give a shit about each other if you aren’t trolling them. It’s hard to remember that sometimes words on the screen are people but that’s why the gathering is so dope. 

I hope you find peace within your psyche. It’s a miserable place to live when you can’t control your emotions and thoughts.