Lucem Ferre said:

 Maybe the spirit isn't really evil, it's just misunderstood. It'd probably frighten me to death, but hey fears are meant to be conquered.

Good and Evil can changed based on a mans perception. Negative and positive energies are only that. not good not evil. Not saying its true just what I believe

Im in the same boat man. These past two days i've been watching videos of anton lavey. The man has alot of very valid points, and the dude was a gentleman.

I watched an interview from the sixties and this guy was just fucking ripping on anton. And he took it like a champ. Didn't outburst or speak over him. Just smiled and waited for the dude to finish so he could retort.

All im trying to say is yes there are grey areas in mans perception of good and evil, but in the grand scheme of things its only positive and negative. These demons I speak of have no moral compass and no grey areas. They just do what they were made to do

I feel it man. Religion isn't for me period.

I had a story about quija boards last night that i was about to post up,But my internet went out so i couldnt post it.

So now that its up and working again,Lets hope it dont stop workin again.

Anyway,What i was trying to say last night,Well before i moved into this house there was this girl who lived in this house,In my room.

This girl had a few fuckin screws loose from what my friend told me,Well the girl cedes who lived here used to practice black majic,Satanism witchcraft and all types of shit of that nature,Now ive never been one to fuck with quija boards or hold a seance or nothin like that,But this girl played the quija board quite often,And she fucked around and unleashed some kind of being,and for the longest time i knew there was something not quite right in my room,It was a dark negative energy that enveloped my room,My girlfriend at the time i moved in here was supposed to move in here with me but she didnt feel comfortable being in my room,She wouldnt even come see me cuz she knew there was something wrong,She was a whitelighter who practiced pagan rituals and white witchcraft,And she just didnt like this residual energy that was stirring about.Anyhow i dont know what changed but the last few years i havent had any bad or negative energy floating around,But i believe it was last year on thanksgiving my sister asked me if i would partake in a quija board session,I told her fuck no. just knowing what happened in my room is all i need to know not to fuck with quija's.

I love fear

Why are ya'll so scared of the dead?

You did something ya didn't think anyone saw?

 Im curious and drunk lucem. I wanna hear your debate. Why do you chose satan as the name for your hatred? How can anything positive come out of hatred? I understand that you want to look at all aspects of everything in your life to avoid making hasty decisions.I am not trying to antagonize you but from my experience the time I spent in my hole with my hatred as my only friend never got me anywhere. And how bad is your luck really? I am in no way trying to downplay the hardships in your life, but would you admit there are others with way worse luck than you? In the words of my boy yelawolf “ey that's a full deck, but ya gotta play with what you're dealt”

I've only lived for 24 years, but i've learned in the last two or three that things can always be worse. And trust me, i've been in that situation. I have been almost homeless, I have most everyone I thought I could trust completely shit on me, just for the simple fact that my heart is too big. I've been used and cheated on, and I only have two friends that I would take a bullet for, even though I really know they wouldn't take one for me.

I really just want to know what how your hatred drives you and points your in a positive direction. Again not trying to antagonize

patjoyce said:

Demons, or whatever you want to call them, don't need or want acceptance nor do they want to be worshipped by us. Demons are bad news, they exist solely to cause pain and destroy who's lives they enter. I highly doubt they would seek your help or friendship Lucem, they are the definition of evil. Not picking on you……just think about it.

I have thought about it patjoyce, demons are angels. Surprisingly tons of “Christians” don't actually know that demons are angels. They don't exist to cause evil, they exist because god cast them down from heaven. That's all a demon is, a fallen angel. Which is also funny because when you refer to a beautiful girl as a fallen angel you are actually calling her a demon. I also want to point out that nothing actually exists to solely cause pain. Everything exists for it's own happiness.