krunkazphuk said
I still miss my friend Karma who overdosed multiple times, finally fatally, on heroin. Beyond the emotional surges that still grab me, I remember her telling me “I’m so glad I met you.”

This triggers a tangent I told many times today.  The last time I saw Peter for an extended period of time was at my boy Matts house about a year and a half ago.  We all played Diablo 3 on an old school LAN party kinda deal and it was fresh as fuck.  Problem for Peter was he was too busy doing shit to level up his character.  We all were running around ahead of him and he rage quit on us on a farming game (to gamers thats funny).  When I left he stopped me to tell me “Im fucking happy you have every GODDAMNED thing you want in your FUCKING LIFE.  You have Gloria, a good job, a stable living situation” and so on and so forth.  It was so condescending and rude but so in character with where he exclaimed LOL…  I was worried people at the funeral would put this heroic filter on my boy when the opposite was really the truth…but both his brothers loved that story and said it was totally him in a nutshell…

In short Krunk your “I’m so glad I met you” is a lil different for me but I have a similar less sweet moment to remember.

the_smack said
losing homies sucks

shit happens best to not think to heavy on the past that causes depression and best not to worry to much about the future that causes anxiety .

These are sage words I live my life by…good to spread around.

Thank you @scruffy (I almost hit you up on your cell on the humble to talk about this and might still). @robtidwell and @split1open for you condolences.  

SPOOKYtheFUNGI said
Condolences homie. Peeps need to understand that that shit is being cut wit fentanyl or sumtin like that and thats y evey1 is OD. Wish all drugs were legal that way people are gettin consistent amounts instead of guessin games on doses and knowing that is pure and not tampered wit.

I do agree with all drugs being legal in a sense for the same reasons you list above.  Any hardcore user (I know over a dozen currently at least) will tell you that Heroin and Meth are on another level.  If people are going to do it and there is no way to stop them from doing it then once again I agree with regulated quantities of known substances…but still don’t think people should be able to get their hands on regulated doses that can still derail their lives…

The problem with that logic is booze is legal and theres tons on ppl who drink but shouldn’t so…..fuck….

CellE2057 said
Damn, dude that’s really shitty. I’ve lost some people to drugs (not even “heavy” ones in one instance) and it always felt like life made a mistake or somethin. Like, it wasn’t suppose to happen. Time doesn’t fix it but it certainly makes it a little easier.

I got a new number like last week so if you need an outside source to vent to or anything, message me on here and I’ll give you the new one. Even if you need to just call, cry for a solid hour and hang up without sayin shit that’s cool, man. 

Condolences everywhere in this bitch. 

Thanks homie.  PM me that shit regardless…That way we can hook up the earliest in our Gathering this year as possible. I really liked kicking it with you and Mary and Glo feels the same.  I had my homie that you reminded me of with me all day today and actually told him about you.  He is a talented videographer and actually wants me to introduce him to @scottied at the gathering next year to see if he can get a shot shooting something for the site.  If you two meet tho there can be only one…..