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11:14 am
September 19, 2014
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Don’t know of what use it’ll be to you, @86 but you can message a mother fucker if you need too. All you know is that I’m some dude on some forum so what’s it going to hurt to be honest ya know? Just throwing it out there. Venting doesn’t always help but it at the very least, distracts you temporarily.
Real shit, I’ve been diagnosed out the ass (everything from anger issues when I was younger up to active phase psychosis), took all the pills they told me to take, ended up with two attempted suicides under my belt which fucked me up to the point that I’m not legally allowed to work, and was in an “assertive treatment” hospital for well over a month. In short, you’re definitely not the only one that feels that shit so reach out if ya need to.
1:19 pm
June 13, 2013
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Im gonna turn shit around. I just picked up my place, did the dishes, and threw my cigs away. Told my wife about what ive been feeling. She’s says she’s gonna help me through it. I stood up to her asshole dad last christmas when he kept giving her shit about her weight. She was like “i knew something wasn’t right”.
thanks to everyone who posted. Especially @novocaine, the elusive
Thanks
"I Just Wanna Hide Inside My Own Private Hell"- Boondox
2:46 pm
February 13, 2015
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you nee
86 said
Does this little game we call life not worth it anymore?Finally, I’ve reached a place in my head where I’m fine if something happens because I’m being reckless or unresponsible. Fuck the paperwork, and fuck all the appointments….shit is dumb. Yes i picked up smoking again, because fuck it why not? “Well it’ll prolong your-” yeah yeah i don’t want to prolong my life. Ive barely survived 29 years of this whirlwind of hell, i shudder to imagine where I’ll be another ten from now, or if I’ll even be alive.
This is what i told my “doctor” today: i feel like shit, i hate everyone, and suicide looks more and more like a real option everyday. I smoke pot because i want to feel something other than what im feeling right now. Zoloft aint doing shit. Ive been taking it for years and i struggle to ddiscover its benefits to my mental health. I just take it because YOU tell me to. Because I’m supposed to trust you. Because you have my best interests in mind right? Right?
i said something like that anyways. Why I’m ranting about it on faygoluvers i dont know. Maybe it’s a cry for help, maybe im bored, i don’t know why i do anything anymore. So fuck it. im unhappy. Ive spent the last 2 hours looking around on craigslist for a slut to fuck. As if that will make me happy. Pfffft.
im not sure what doctor your talking about but you need to see a shrink. and now. ive wanted to kill myself for years and its a miracle I fucken didn’t. I aint trying to impress you with that shit or feel cool or what fucken ever. I don’t feel that way now but I know what my mind is capable of in certain conditions. you need to find YOUR doctor. if the one you have now sucks balls and you can connect then find another keep going. and you got to fucken talk about shit like this dude. you gots to tell someone anyone keep talking about it fucerkn write it down that shit is real its the truth brother that shit helps. BUT YOU NEED TO FIND A DOCTOR THAT WORKS WITH YOU!!! THAT WILL GIVE YOUR LIFE SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR. THAT SOMETHING WILL BE YOU HOMIE!
YOU KNOW THEY AINT NO SUCH THING AS LEFTOVER CRACK!!!- Leftover Crack
10:21 pm
March 20, 2013
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Psyral Infection said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
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drop bears are real. cover yourself in vegemite before you head into the wild.
…@novocaine , Why do Australians keep perpetuating this drop bear thing. Scientist all claim it is a myth and a hoax. No forensic evidence exist and none have ever been photographed that didn’t get disproven as a hoax. Australian Geographic ran an article on its website claiming that researchers had found drop bears but that was on April Fools’ Day 2013 and they later revealed that it was an April Fools day joke. – > http://www.australiangeographi…..tudy-says/ It is a myth created solely for the purpose of scaring gullible tourists.
@86 I’m one of those that tries to focus only on the happy. It’s too easy to get in a cycle of unhappy thoughts then all you can see and think seems to be bad. May not be the best solution for everyone. You know you always have people here who will listen to you (and probably argue with you too)
And kind of related to what Novo said, It may be time to look at changing your setting a bit. Sometimes moving to a new place and starting a new chapter in your life is good. You can re-invent yourself much easier in a new environment. It helps with the breaking of old patterns.
[edit] Noticed @hideous post before mine… I like everything he said. [/edit]
Yes, we made up drop bears to scare tourists and children. if you hadnt figured that out, well i dunno. koalas are kinda dangerous though. those claws are fucking sharp. try having one crawl up your leg. its extremely unpleasant. we have plenty of myths like that out here. Bunyips is another one.
i was just trying to be funny with my move to aus posts, but there is an underlying moral there. change is as good as a holiday.
Miklo Velka said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
sorry to hear this shit man, but words from the wise, never EVER (EVER) date a co-worker. it never ends well. EVERSage like advice homie.
Bitches be crazy.
yes they do be crazy. thats why i dont do white women.
10:25 pm
March 20, 2013
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86 said
Im gonna turn shit around. I just picked up my place, did the dishes, and threw my cigs away. Told my wife about what ive been feeling. She’s says she’s gonna help me through it. I stood up to her asshole dad last christmas when he kept giving her shit about her weight. She was like “i knew something wasn’t right”.thanks to everyone who posted. Especially @novocaine, the elusive
Thanks
aces homie. im glad to hear it.
it always good to have someone to talk to about that shit. my wife is definitely my rock when im in a slump.
avoid psychiatrists, there the ones that give drugs. fuck them.
Dogs are awesome for depression too. i love my 2 dogs, they are everything to me. when im in a bad mood my pup comes and sits in my lap (he is around 65- 70 pounds btw) and snuggles up to me lol.
get a dog. but not a sissy fufu dog, like a pitbull or something.
4:41 am
January 21, 2014
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Novocaine, The Elusive said
Miklo Velka said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
sorry to hear this shit man, but words from the wise, never EVER (EVER) date a co-worker. it never ends well. EVERSage like advice homie.
Bitches be crazy.
yes they do be crazy. thats why i dont do white women.
hey now… i just gotta say i started dateing my GF when we were coworkers… and it’s been 4 years… so i would like to call this little exchange false 
"HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN, ONCE YOU SURRENDER THE ABILITY TO PROPERLY OPERATE YOUR MIND, YOU ARE THEN SURRENDERING THE ABILITY TO BE THE SHIT. AND THAT ONLY MEANS, YOU AINT SHIT ANYMORE."-SHAGGY2DOPE
6:18 pm
January 19, 2013
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Novocaine, The Elusive said
Miklo Velka said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
sorry to hear this shit man, but words from the wise, never EVER (EVER) date a co-worker. it never ends well. EVERSage like advice homie.
Bitches be crazy.
yes they do be crazy. thats why i dont do white women.
My crazy ex GF is a light skinned black chick lol
7:49 pm
December 3, 2012
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Stick around as long as youre curious enough to know how things are gonna play out. No matter who you are or how you and others define you, we all share this similar feeling. Nobody can escape these thoughts and feelings. So your only choice is to learn to deal with it. Not to cope with it, but to embrace it as part of the human experience.
An amazing experience it is, aint it? I dont care how depressed i get, im way too interested in life to fast forward straight to the end.
Best of luck to you dude.
There's a gateway in our minds
That leads somewhere out there, far beyond this plane
Where reptile aliens made of light
Cut you open and pull out all your pain
Sturgill Simpson- Turtles All The Way Down
9:34 pm
August 8, 2012
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if you wanna end it then you could go skydiving and not pull the chute ..maybe it’ll be so fun that you’ll wanna do it again so you’ll change your mind about thw whole thing
1:50 pm
March 26, 2015
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Miklo Velka said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
Miklo Velka said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
sorry to hear this shit man, but words from the wise, never EVER (EVER) date a co-worker. it never ends well. EVERSage like advice homie.
Bitches be crazy.
yes they do be crazy. thats why i dont do white women.
My crazy ex GF is a light skinned black chick lol
I’ve heard several friends utter the phrase “light skins are the devil” although I can neither confirm nor deny the validity of this claim.
This message was sent from my Atari 2600 through fiber optic cable made of fucks I no longer give.
2:02 pm
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May 22, 2012
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@86… three days hence, how you feelin?
awfully paranoid, arent you?
7:34 pm
March 20, 2013
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stretchSquiggles said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
Miklo Velka said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
sorry to hear this shit man, but words from the wise, never EVER (EVER) date a co-worker. it never ends well. EVERSage like advice homie.
Bitches be crazy.
yes they do be crazy. thats why i dont do white women.
hey now… i just gotta say i started dateing my GF when we were coworkers… and it’s been 4 years… so i would like to call this little exchange false
yeah, its ONLY been 4 years. i was with my ex for 4 years before i realised just how fucked up in the head she was. but all the same, good for you homie (no sarcasm, for serious)
Miklo Velka said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
Miklo Velka said
Novocaine, The Elusive said
sorry to hear this shit man, but words from the wise, never EVER (EVER) date a co-worker. it never ends well. EVERSage like advice homie.
Bitches be crazy.
yes they do be crazy. thats why i dont do white women.
My crazy ex GF is a light skinned black chick lol
i only ever dated one black chick, and she was the cooolest most laid back chick i ever met hahaha
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