Disappointment Strikes Hallowicked’s 30th Anniversary Show
Esham, the celebrated Detroit artist and a prominent figure in the Juggalo community, faced a distressing and challenging performance during the 30th anniversary of Hallowicked in Detroit on October 31, 2023. His set, typically anticipated with fervor, turned into a disheartening spectacle as Esham struggled to maintain his performance.
Performance Plagued by Struggles and Emotional Turmoil
Reports from the event revealed that Esham’s performance was marred by a poor delivery, evident memory lapses in lyrics, and a distressing sight as he laid on his back for the final three songs. The audience witnessed a struggle that was far from the typical energetic and engaging act that defines Esham’s stage presence.
As the set came to a close, Esham’s demeanor turned apologetic. He repeatedly expressed remorse for the unfortunate turn of events, repeatedly wishing attendees a “Happy Hallowicked” while extending his regrets for the quality of his performance.
Esham’s Emotional Twitter Response
Following the event, Esham took to Twitter to issue a deeply emotional response, expressing profound regret and shedding light on the underlying reasons for his unfortunate display. In his tweet, he revealed receiving distressing news just before going on stage. The impact was immediate, triggering a panic attack and an emotional breakdown that significantly affected his performance.
First and foremost I’d like to issue Psychopathic Records and every one at this years Hallowicked an apology prior to me going on stage I received the worst news at the worst time I tried my best to keep my composure but before I knew it I was in full panic attack emotional…
— Esham (@gothominc) November 1, 2023
An Outpouring of Empathy and Support
The juggalo community and fans of Esham have responded with understanding and support, showing empathy and sympathy for the artist’s challenging experience. Messages of encouragement, love, and understanding flooded social media platforms, reflecting the deep connection between Esham and his devoted fan base.
I am so sorry, I am sure anyone in your position would have had a very hard time keeping composure. Sending you all the love I can ❤️ keep your head up, Esham, you have a whole world that loves you and is with you every step of the way.
— KLE93 (@KristenElduen) November 1, 2023
Sending you love and healing during your difficult time right now. We love and support you!
— Trioxin.Vomit_Drip (@riaiz4real) November 1, 2023
We were very worried for you throughout your entire set. Prayers to you during your period of mourning and healing
— NeverSleepAgain (@ZombieKing989) November 1, 2023
Yo, its all good dude. Shit happens, you’re not obligated to perform if you’re struggling no matter what anyone says, yeah? take a break if you need man, your mental health >>> giving content to others
— 🔞your_local_mecha_simp🔞 (@Skyquake_Simp) November 1, 2023
Nothing wrong with breaking down
It’s amazing what God can do with broken as long as he has all the pieces.
Keep grinding stay blessed.
— Bluntimus Prime (@BluntFactory) November 1, 2023
Man, we all go through storms homie. Hope you come out of this one stronger than before. We don’t ask for circumstances in our life. We just learn to adapt and overcome them. Stay strong Godfather.
— V.J. Billingsley (@VSinizter) November 1, 2023
A Show of Unwavering Support
In light of Esham’s raw and heartfelt admission of his struggles, the community stands in solidarity, showering the artist with compassion and understanding during this difficult time. Despite the disappointment experienced at Hallowicked, the outpouring of support for Esham highlights the unbreakable bond between artist and fan, emphasizing empathy and unwavering loyalty in the face of adversity.
Looking Ahead with Compassion
As Esham navigates through this challenging moment, the Juggalo community remains a pillar of support, showcasing the strength of compassion and understanding during times of hardship. The hope for Esham’s well-being and future performances resonates strongly among his admirers, signifying an enduring bond founded on mutual respect and compassion.
The heartfelt response from Esham continues to draw messages of love and solidarity with his fans, painting a picture of unity and empathy within the Juggalo community.
“Someone needs to remind these mfs about the time Esham Smith performed maybe every song he’s ever recorded and refused to leave the stage until the sun came up at the Gathering in 2016”-Madd Maxxx
Faygoluvers Comments
PutOutYourLight
Comment posted on Wednesday, November 1st, 2023 09:26 pm GMT -5 at 9:26 pm
Damn, I hope everything is ok.
Does anyone know what happened?
Carnivalkilla44
Comment posted on Wednesday, November 1st, 2023 09:35 pm GMT -5 at 9:35 pm
He was going through some shit and got trashed because of it (or so he says). Unfortunately, he was on a concert bill where those in charge did not give two shits about his well being or cared that the audience received a performance worth the money that they paid. Even the PPV stream would zoom right in on him when he “fell down” on stage. It was sad and kinda pathetic to watch. Look at Ouija’s set, he was fucked too..
Noawareness
Comment posted on Wednesday, November 1st, 2023 10:55 pm GMT -5 at 10:55 pm
These mother fuckers are too old to be acting like this.
PsychoMaestro
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 12:21 am GMT -5 at 12:21 am
Aka “I got too fucked up before the show with Violent J and now I’m playing the victim to get sympathy instead of criticism.”
He didn’t get any bad news. He’s full of shit.
Mr. Fucker
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 02:35 am GMT -5 at 2:35 am
Well, as long as the apology is heartfelt.
SteelCityShxtty
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 03:24 am GMT -5 at 3:24 am
I happen to recall a Reel bit long ago from violent j, on the 3hm bus , Singin talking bout “eevvverrryyyyyy tiiiiiiiiime , we do Mushroooooooms, Eshaaam, does this sgit herrrrre…. (Camera pans up to show E on his back hollerin out..)
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Sounds to me like maybe that was the case
Shane-O
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 11:38 am GMT -5 at 11:38 am
Boo FUCKING hoo. Easham is wack as fuck as is. He doesn’t deserve to be associated with PSY anyway. By VJ’S own admission, easham the no talent has fucked him over in the past, and is extremely unreliable. Fuck him, if it was so bad, DON’T DO THE SHOW, he got paid to shit the bed. A blacked out stage and a cd playing would be better than him performing
JuggaLugga
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 11:45 am GMT -5 at 11:45 am
If it would have been any other artist, they would have been pulled from the stage. Can you imagine if Merkules or Lardi did that shit? They would have been kicked off stage and never invited back.
Juggaloko
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 01:45 pm GMT -5 at 1:45 pm
Well Atleast the band he was with killed it
JuggaLugga
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 03:08 pm GMT -5 at 3:08 pm
Yes they did, I met the guitarist at GOTJ one year, he was cool, he even took me to a tent and introduced me to Esham, I told Esham I brought Boomin’ Words to church when I was 13.
Slumerican502
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 03:00 pm GMT -5 at 3:00 pm
Imagine, taking the day off work, calling a babysitter, and driving hours to see a show. In an economy where nobody can really afford anything, especially the average juggalo.
Then you get there and the act disrespects your time and money spent because they got too fucked up to perform. It’s god damn insulting.
These people speak into a microphone for an hour to make their living. One hour and you can’t even fucking hold it together? Jesus Christ dude
JuggaLugga
Comment posted on Thursday, November 2nd, 2023 03:06 pm GMT -5 at 3:06 pm
for real
SpOOky J
Comment posted on Friday, November 3rd, 2023 01:30 am GMT -5 at 1:30 am
I’ve seen Esham and it was incredible… Something stale AF must’ve happened, MMFCL to the Godfather.
80FOE
Comment posted on Friday, November 3rd, 2023 08:38 am GMT -5 at 8:38 am
If you’re in full blown panic mode, you’re not going to step the fuck out in front of hundreds of people and try to do a show. -someone who actually knows what a panic attack feels like.
These females and dickriders need to stop pretending it was anything other than some bullshit. Real funny how it literally is only females and dickriders who are all “oh it’s okay that you took our money, you had a bad day!”
juggalohutchcraft1989
Comment posted on Friday, November 3rd, 2023 05:17 pm GMT -5 at 5:17 pm
Talk are a bunch of whiny ass bitches acting like you never mess anything up in your faggot ass pathetic lives who cares if he gets fuck up he’s a grown ass fucking man y’all stop being everyone parents you all are pussys that don’t know shit at all esham fuck uk get over it
80FOE
Comment posted on Friday, November 3rd, 2023 06:08 pm GMT -5 at 6:08 pm
When you’re done swallowing that load of sponge falling all out your gums, some of us ain’t talking about the fuck up, we’re talking about being a bitch about it.
You sound like you know all about being a bitch so I don’t know where the confusion is.
Don’t fucking like it? Call your mom.
juggalohutchcraft1989
Comment posted on Friday, November 3rd, 2023 05:18 pm GMT -5 at 5:18 pm
I do shroom myself and if he does other shit oh well that’s his issue not ours
Carnivalkilla44
Comment posted on Friday, November 3rd, 2023 06:53 pm GMT -5 at 6:53 pm
He made it our issue when he disrespected the Juggalos by coming out on stage all fucked up. He made it our issue when we paid money to buy Hallowicked tickets, plane tickets, hotel rooms, etc and got that type of a performance.
JuggaLugga
Comment posted on Saturday, November 4th, 2023 12:35 am GMT -5 at 12:35 am
True. But the Juggalos will forgive and forget as always. Remember the Live 5 deal? The Juggalos that went the extra mile to do all that shit, and spend all that money, and buy into the Patreon and Twitch channels that were the next great things for a few months. All of that was swept under the rug, never to be mentioned again and expected to be forgotten about.
Jake Jeckel
Comment posted on Saturday, November 4th, 2023 12:05 pm GMT -5 at 12:05 pm
My biggest issue is whoever was running the shit had to of known Esham was that fucked up and allowed him on stage. Or they knew he had just found out something horrible and instead of telling him to not worry about performing, allowed him to do so. Or they didn’t know he was that fucked up, and when seeing him hopping around mumbling his own songs, falling and laying down on stage, screaming non stop in the mic, crying, staggering and struggling to keep his balance, slurring his speech sounding like Ozzy Osborne still never stepped out to say “hey this is for your own benefit, you don’t need to be doing this”. Hell no one in the crowd was into his set, they were standing there looking like “wtf is actually happening”, and the only time you heard the crowd pop, besides the beginning when Esham came out was the end when he said he was sorry, and he was done. He sounded like he had a really dope set, and I hope that he didn’t burn a bridge with Psychopathic Records, because 3HM was dope as fuck, but I guess we’ll just have to wait and see when or if J releases a statement in regards to everything, and I hope whatever Esham is dealing with isn’t that bad but he just took it too hard, and he can get through it.
NSFloob
Comment posted on Sunday, November 5th, 2023 06:48 am GMT -5 at 6:48 am
It’s sad to see the state of all things Psychopathic Records after living through the glorious 90’s-early 2000’s era.
It’s been L after L for everything Psychopathic after The Calm, with the exception of the first album or two from ICP’s second deck being pretty good.
– Twiztid turning into an emo-rock band with Abominationz.
-Scarecrow guy that represents everything ICP ripped on for years. Pretty sure he literally married his cousin some years back, but could be wrong.
-ICP recruits ANTIFA member Ouija Mac. The guy immediately starts white knighting for trannys/pedos.
-Violent J’s personal and professional life being absolutely fucked in every conceivable way and continuously screwing his fans over because he can’t commit to any of his revealed plans.
-Shaggy reinvigorating himself and making a very successful livestream show with Kegan, only for Shaggy to out of the blue quit the show and drop Kegan.
L after L…
Clive Bixby
Comment posted on Sunday, November 5th, 2023 09:09 am GMT -5 at 9:09 am
I agree that they’ve had more L’s than W’s but saying Abomination is an emo rock project and that Boondox married his cousin and is “everything they’ve ripped on for years” is fucking stupid
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