Alright, I have to tell a little story here to explain this, but hopefully someone out there can help me figure out info on this tape so I can one day find it and add it to my collection.

I’m pretty sure this was in 1994. I was like 7 at the time. The first ”horror” tape I ever heard was Bone Enterprise – Faces of Death not too long before this so I was bugging out on finding more shit like that. I was either in a thrift store or a flea market with my mom and I slipped away to rummage through cassettes. I found a tape that had a blueish cover with an upside down cross on it. Pretty sure the back of the j card was white with black writing. If memory serves, the tape was a clear shell with blue foil. I remember ”helter skelter” or ”helta skelta” being on the front cover. Not sure if that was the artist or album name.
I remember thinking it was probably something like Faces of Death so I made my mom cop it for me. The only thing I remember of the music is the hook to one of the tracks. Right before the hook the dude says ”now look at the trail of bodies I left mangled. As you can tell, I’m no fucking angel.” and the chorus was a low, monotone chant of ”I’m no mother fucking Angel.” I’m pretty sure this was a single or an EP because I think it only had a few tracks on it. The reason my memory is so vague is because later that night my over-bearing, christian step-father heard me bumping it and came in and looked it over and flipped his shit because of the upside down cross. His punk ass smashed it and threw it away with out even talking to my mom about it so above are all of the details I remember from my brief ownership of said tape.
The next year I discovered ICP and in turn all the Detroit wicked shit and have since been searching for this tape to no avail.

Over the years I’ve deduced that it was NOT:
The DOC – Helter Skelter – The cover was really similar to this although more blue and the cross being upside down.
Esham – Helterskkkelter – I thought for sure this was it when I first saw it but after I listened to it I realized it wasn’t it.
Natas – Doubelieveingod – Cover is very similar to what I remember but it’s not the tape I had.

I’ve searched high and low. Typed the lyrics in internet searches.  Searched discogs.com and ebay for years. Never been able to find that shit again and it KILLS me (I’m crazy OCD about my tape collection).
My guess is that it was just some extremely tiny underground artist that put out a super limited number of tapes that were lost in translation before the digital age and I was just lucky enough to find the one that I did and unlucky enough to have an inquisition minded step-father who decided to travel to my room village and cast the devil out of my tape collection on some 1542 shit.

Any help would be greatly appreciated.