My first ICP concert was very memorable. The girl is gone, the venue has changed names, but that feel of family and faygo will always hold strong. Leading up to this I got the Bang Pow Boom disk. I dont remember if i bought it or if it was bought for me. I listened to it on repeat in the car with the girls son in the back seat to and from “Nannas”. At 5-6 he enjoyed In your Face and the punchline “go eat a bowl of poop”. We had fun singing together and laughing as we told eachother to go eat a bowl of poop. Then I got concert tickets near my birthday and was stoked that the clowns were going to be my very first concert ever. The original date was postponed till the following night cause there was a bad snowstorm and they were trapped somewhere else. We stood outside and froze for what seemed like forever then the doors opened. I dont remember much of the show but i can still see the steam from body sweat and soda as everyone left the place. My first faygo baptism will forever be a favorite.

Honerable mention is our first gathering in 2016, GOTJ ’17 with shangri-la night, and our first stay in the Faygoluvers Village this past year. (arranged by year, not arranged by importance)

Wait, was the question directed towards something that they did alone or with me?

My personal favorite moment in psychopathic history may seem like no big deal to most, but to me it was very significant, I deal with severe social anxiety and have a fear of large crowds but I’ve managed to go to ICP shows for 15+ years but heavily medicated and always watching from the very back near the closest exit. When the Riddlebox tour came to Syracuse NY me and my very supportive, beautiful wife made the trip but as I was getting ready to take my pre show cocktail of anexiety meds she realized she left my meds on our kitchen table. Panic immediately took over. I knew there was no way I would be able to make it threw the show. My wife finally talked me into just going in the venue and checking it out, I just stood by the back door all night….Until the clowns came on.. she just grabbed my hand and told me to take a deep breath and led me thru the crowd to the very front row. She said if you feel a panic attack coming on just tell me and we can leave. The intro hit and the SECOND the show must go on played and the Faygo hit me it’s like every anexiety and worry and fear of being in a large crowd totally evaporated and for the first time in 15+ years of watching icp shows from afar and on some bitch ass anxiety meds that turned me into a zombie I got my first faygo shower and it literally brought me to tears. And it made me realize I don’t need bitch ass meds I’ve been to 3 gathering and 4 shows since and witnessed them all from the front row!!! 

Money Bags Gram said

 social anxiety

  

dude, this here needs to put on main page! Kudos brother, for real!

My brother (RIP) had awful social anxiety. Especially at concerts. He went to a Bizarr show with my older brother (RIP) and his coworker and smoked two blunts and completely lost his mind. He said it was the most nervous he had ever been. I didnt go with him to this show, and I wish I did. I could sometimes help him feel better with his agoraphobia. It got worse when he did 4 months in county. He started to become afraid of Juggalos in general. He just felt backed into a mental corner and that everyone was against him. 

He smoked a joint at Lollapalooza way back in the day and allegedly turned blue from anxiety.

He had a freakout in the parking lot of GOTJ 2003, Peoria, Illinois. He wouldn’t get out of my wife’s car because he was so afraid of all of the Juggalos in the parking lot. Finally we got him out. The last day there we ate some Coricidin Cough & Cold and began to trip hard. I remember having to take a shit and walking outside to the porta potties. Rydas came on and the bass was rumbling my brain. We were in the very middle of the very top of the stadium. After the trip kicked in, my brother began to get a sort of reawakening. He started talking about how he wasnt afraid anymore and just let himself go. He started dancing to the music during ICP. He sat for “Fuck the World ” because he never liked that song lol… we both bonded over “Let’s Go All the Way” when we realized that while it is not our favorite album track, it is phenomenal live. He was talking with these hardcore Reel Life Productions honies and having a great time. 

It was beautiful while it lasted, but it came to an end soon. His anxiety kicked back in at the closing of the concert and he withdrew into himself once again. I was busy talking shit to the riot squad who made as if to crush me and I stopped. 

Social anxiety, panic attacks… man I dont wish that shit on most anyone. It hurts my heart just to imagine my brother having to endure that at what is supposed to be a fun time. 

I understand it, too. I have the same feelings at times. I am blessed to be able to use mental trickery and this deep down philosophy of nothing really truly mattering that helps me get through it all.

“Why does everyone have panic attacks?

We need pills just to chill and relax.” – Shaggy 2 Dope

OK SO THE MOST EPIC PSY MOMENTS ARE CLEARLY:

1: GOTJ FEATURING   ESHAM, DJ PAUL, TECH 9 , IMMMORTAL TECH, & YELAWOLF!!

ICP DESERVES MAD SUPER CRED FOR UNITING THESE TITANS!!!

2; HALLOWICKED FEATURING ESHAM & V-ICE       SUPER EPIC

My personal favourite moment was probably the first time I got to see ICP live in Australia in 2003.

Best Psychopathic moment in my opinion was Disney taking Milenko off the shelves, that helped make them a global phenomenon!

Oddball Bonanza. Rollin.

Hallowicked 2006 in Atlanta, GA. There were these two dime ass girls dressed as the nurses from Silent Hill. ICP did a bunch of classics from Carnival of Carnage, Ringmaster, and Riddle Box, and ended with “Down with the Clown” from Milenko. Fuckin great show. My first and only time seeing them live, unfortunately. I always seem to be located 2-3 hours away from where they do their shows. Even here in Orlando, the closest they ever come is to Jacksonville or St. Pete’s.

FuckHerRightInThePussy said
Oddball Bonanza. Rollin.  

Since 95% of you probably have no clue wtf I’m talking about, read this and you’ll understand… fresh as fuck!

https://faygoluvers.net/v5/2010/03/the-oddball-bonanza-show-electric-factory-in-philadelphia-pa/