I dip my nuts in your soup...blooom

Im sweating again…I always do, I should probably take another pill or two…

In the mirror I see the face of Frankenstein…and that face is mine….

I go to work at Subway slicing ham…cut my finger off again…ahh damn

I walk home tryna dodge and hide from thugs

that like to beat on scrubs

I go through this all the time, though I call

(j, where the fuck you at) (the mall)

did you get your ass stomped again) (naw,….yyesss,….so)

nobody sees what I see do they?
they just cast me aside put my away
no friends, no style no place to go
until I went juggalo

I just want to hear her neck bone snap.

I just lay my head down and drown in my spit

Nobody even notices I'm here, cuz I ain't shit

I'm hearin voices but I dont know what they sayin..

Sweat is on my forehead cuz my braincells are decayin

This verse always stuck with me...My only fear is being buried alive/or stuck in a purgatory

 My eyes are open but I dont remember much
I try to focus but the light is bright as fuck
I go to sit up but I'm strapped down and stuck
Stuck in panic cant say nothin 
Like my jaw is wired shut
How the fuck I got to where I am is still a mystery
My memories not assistin' me
As I lay here in misery 
Literally hopin' some body would give me some kind of time
Im I dead or alive?
Is this a dream or a sign?
Is there a chance I can find my mind a rewind button?
Put me behind blinds and find somethin
Its like a game but nobody told me we were playin
And the fact that I dont know if Im alive's insane
And inside my brain only one thing remains
The fear of no knowing paralyzes all most everthing
And any second it can be my last breath
And my best guess is nothin with no memories left
Im sorry