Oh and the most recent thing my grandmother is now unable to take care of herself so we have to help her every day.

Dude I musta missed all that I literally had no idea.  That really sucks and I am terribly sorry thats all happened to you.  It does not give you a pass to fly off the handle but it puts you in perspective a bit better.  You might actually need real help not the kind that can be given to you here.  I really recommend you getting help before you alienate any more people on here.  Regardless of what you think I have thick skin and can roll your insults off my back like water offa duck’s.  I hold no ill will towards you just think your extremely petty.  I hope your shit improves asap.

OCJ_Brendan said
Dude I musta missed all that I literally had no idea.  That really sucks and I am terribly sorry thats all happened to you.  It does not give you a pass to fly off the handle but it puts you in perspective a bit better.  You might actually need real help not the kind that can be given to you here.  I really recommend you getting help before you alienate any more people on here.  Regardless of what you think I have thick skin and can roll your insults off my back like water offa duck’s.  I hold no ill will towards you just think your extremely petty.  I hope your shit improves asap.  

Thanks already getting it. Can’t do that much my frontal lobe was extremely damaged and my impulses and mood swings are a bit off. Didn’t lose any intelligence but I don’t have a filter anymore.

I have accepted that only my closest friends will accept me. I can not help myself, I am trying I promise.

OCJ_Brendan said
Accepting that you cannot help yourself is the first step to getting really better so theres that.  Please don’t waste any energy on beef with me you have real shit to deal with.  Just remember I am an asshole and make asshole comments to be an asshole, not to personally attack you.  I call a spade a spade.  To be clear I hold no ill will with you regardless of your incendiary comments.  

Please reciprocate by not allowing yourself to dive in when you think some attacks you on here.  It derails threads and makes you look small and is not perceived well by the public at large here as the above comments from others show.  Just read them step back and come back an hour or two later and see if they still irk you so much and if they do form an intelligent rebuttal thats succinct and topic related, not just personal attacks.  IF you do that were all good my dude.  

That’s the thing I don’t have beef with you. I just didn’t think before I typed anything. I thought maybe because I have to type shit out and read it that it might help me learn control again in real life also?

Nyro said
Maybe in a few days or a week I will make a thread spilling it all out there. For now I am embarrassed. I apologize again. Going to take a shower and play some video games or something.

 

Once again deeply sorry to OCJ and the FLH family. I have let you down.  

Please do id be glad to help however I can even if its just an ear to let you get shit out to.  I accept your apologies and encourage you to go sifting through old threads to see where ive spilled my guts about past child abuse and life problems.  They are extremely therapeutic for me.  One to go looking for is the Merry Fucking Christmas thread where I detail how having two alcoholic parents makes Christmas into a PTSD esque situation for me every damn year.  We all have shit to handle that we cant handle on our own. Its not small to let it out.

Bringing this back on topic, I guess. Come on, “The Murder is coming.” I’m not saying that that’s definitely teasing Boondox, but they have got to be acutely aware of the rumors and speculation. If it ain’t him, I’d feel like they’re just dicking us around at this point. 

Nyro said

No one likes Dox? Shit, I am such a reject I like all the artists you guys hate.  

I’ve always dug Boondox. Abaddon was that wicked shit. I don’t get all the hate on the scarecrow. Haters just hatin’, I suppose. 

Rosco said

It’s gotta be Boondox. If not, it’s a Lex full length.  

Yeah, the figure in the image is more reminiscent of Lex than Boondox, but I’m thinking they’re just trying to make it look nondescript. Be a bit on the nose if the silhouette were wearing a straw hat.