jiggles the clown said
I mean, I grew up with an internet connection in the 90's and 2000's. I saw all kinds of nasty shit on the internet. tubgirl, blue waffle, pain olympics, liveleak videos of people getting their heads blown off by a 50BMG sniper rifle.

but, the worst thing I've personally saw was one of my ex girlfriends who was bipolar and had borderline personality disorder slowly deteriorate. go off her meds, start fucking with hardcore drugs like meth and heroine. It's rough watching someone you love just start to wilt and wither away like that to the point that they're just not the same person anymore.  

At the end of the day, you can click out of the tab the video is playing on, but it will still stick with you. But dang dog, that thing about your ex. I'm sorry, and I'm here for you.