my main goal is, stay alive..

id like to be releasing music im proud of in 5 yrs..

negative thoughts could prevent me from achieving this…

what can the forum do to help? not much.. maybe give the music a spin every now and then if a title or concept catches your eye or somethin..

Novocaine, The Blue Collar King said
My 1 year plan is to fix some financial issues I’ve had in the last 18 months and turn my workplace around, creating a more fluid work environment.

ive just reached the end of my five year plan and in the n cut 5 I plan to put more energy into discovering myself, despite how cheesy that sounds. I want to make a return to music because I have have that passion for it but not the drive or the time.

i plan to spend the next 5 years rebuilding the empire I lost for various reasons.

what can hinder me? The economic climate mostly, that and if I can’t find that drive for music I may never get it back off the ground.

 

how can flh help? I suppose with the whole snack ordeal I burnt some bridges, I would like to extend the hand of friendship to everyone on the forums and mend those bridges. Other than that, not much.  

Not to blow on the coals of beef bonfires, but do you feel like some of the stuff you supported, in retrospect, wasn’t the real best moral team to back? 

The Warlock said

you talkin about twiztid or someone else??

 

9+8  

I think he meant Smack earlier about extending the friendship hand. Like if he feels now, looking back, if some of the stuff he supported with Smack is still ringing true.

Novocaine, The Blue Collar King said

Honestly, I still stand by my Descision. I think though that it got blown way more out of proportion than it should have.

be mindful though that the shit that came after my less than graceful exit I didn’t agree with and I told smack numerous times to cut the shit.

i think smack was/is a very unstable person, but as juggalos isn’t that relatively true of all of us?

 

i understand if there are some people who can’t let bygones be bygone and I’m ok with that. I just want to mend as many bridges as possible because you guys have been like family to me over the years and I don’t want to lose that over some trivial shit.  

I am fortunate enough to avoid about any dramatics with you and mostly with The Smack and his whole squad. I don’t remember most of it and hope I never do, but it was such a distracting fucking ordeal. To us that mostly stayed on the sidelines, man it was stupid. I love to come to this thread and discuss stuff. Even talking a lit the shit in a happy manner. 

Just so many page of arguing from so many otherwise great people. I’m guilty of losing it, too. Especially on the more stubborn and mindblowingly insane peeps. 

Yes we are all unstable and insane here. Probably why we listen to a Nutty Jester Clique.

At around 12:30 he talks about Gathering. Puts a smile on da faces

King Lucem Ferre said
We’re cool, Novo. As long as you understand that you became a long running joke between me and my friends.  

U aint got no friends foo

I wanna use juggalos to push my career forward then when I have a dedicated fanbase I will abandon juggalos and sell out then start dissing juggalos on the radio with catchy mumble rap songs. Then I will kill myself. My biggest problem is not trashing juggalos long enough to get juggalos to like me. Don’t take it personally. I hate everybody.

I also want people to know that my music is leagues ahead of my peers in every way. I’m better than all of you mother fuckers. On this site and locally. It’s just a shame that I’m lazy, though, right?

Edit: Nah, I’m joking. I don’t want juggalos at all. No juggalo support. Fuck that. Then people tell me I owe everything to ICP. Fuck that. Fuck juggalos.

Pigg said
There’s been a lot of negativity on the forum for a while, so let’s try something positive: 

• • What are your goals for the next year?

Have a license n car

• • The next 5 years?

Figure life out, or take the Lucem route.

Get my own trailer. 

• • What are some things that might keep you from reaching these goals 

Under the table work not being as reliable. 

• • What (if anything) can the folk of the forum do to help you achieve these goals? 

Keep up the shittalk, like scruffy telling me to ride my board to the march. And trolls, they’re like the mufuckas who just talk shit constantly when you’re having a cold one with em, but you stick around cuz they funny af, n sometimes they got a point. It’s better to be harsh with shit, n blunt. 

 

Can be in your job, your personal life, fitness goals, whatever. How are you trying to better yourself? I will respond with my own goals a bit later  

Quit smoking cigs, not that it really matters, cuz something’s gonna get ya one way or the other. 

I dunno, maybe have better goals, shit I’m prolly more lost than The Missing Link. 

Edit: Getting a GED is another goal I have.