PANAMA! Dun dun. Dun dun dun dun. PANAMA HA!  OOOWWWWW

Im on lunch and theres this nutbag on coast to coast am talking about ufos coming out of volcanos........................................

I was trolling through around that time, but nobody with anything interesting was on. lol. ive been up since 8pm est.

Omd I hope everything works out for yall man. Hang in there like a hair on a biscuit.

Home from second job. She may get out tomorrow. I was there at right time.. saw doctor and got the questions answered. Things may be okay but she may have to make life changing alterations in her diet, even though we already eat pretty healthy. Just a freakcase of ppancreatitis (Itz primarily caused by alcoholism... I can't get her to drink two damn glasses these days, so nope.)

Its wretched that this shit happens. The kids are at their limit... ah well, we strong. 

Had to cover some shit a newer guy missed. Been at work since 5 pm, and before that, 9 am - 12 pm. In between I had to clean up the scales n guts n other remains of all the bluegills n sunfish I caught that I never cooked. Man what a stink. The place my dad and I caught them is just teeming with easy fishing. He got permission after helping a farmer out with his electric. I love unspoiled fishing where the waters aren't overused. Still, some faggots littered there. Savages.

My wife has to either eat a low fat diet for the rest of her years, 30% or less daily, or else get her gallbladder out. Then she can eat pizza n what not... its staggering how little you can have to eat daily when you can only get 30% of your DV. She seems to be enjoying it, lost 11 pounds very quickly. But even a single slice of pizza, alcoholic drink etc could make her pancreatitis flare up again. And I don't think we're strong enough to go through that again. We just might go mad... but recovery time for the surgery is like three weeks. 

When it rains, it rapes you like Zeus in the guise of gold coins... lol anyone familiar with Zeus's many rape forms? Its weird shit. That dude was too fond of rape

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i figured i could post on this thread since i gotta get up before the sun every day, not exactly insomnia but fuck it every one else in the world is asleep. XD 

and damn OMD i hop shit gets better for you and your wife, my homie had to get his gal bladder taken out and he is living a pretty normal fat-guy life. still smokes more weed than one would think to be necessary, still gets drunk a lil too often, and still can smash a pizza like no other. now he didn't have pancreatitis, but he was real worried how much his life was going to change before the surgery, and i think he's realized he's better off without it. so i guess all im trying to say is there is a silver lining to almost every shit storm cloud, like you wife cought that shit before it was too lat and there for you still have her. some idiots sleep on symptoms and get into a real tight spot.

and that lake sounds real nice, im thinking bout going out today cause i'm willing to bet my left nut i'm about to get a phone call from my boss saying were not going out today. can't mow grass in the pouring rain, so might as well catch some cats XD

Im geeked, finally gonna go pick up another laptop when I get off this morning. Expect my posts to get longer and have more punctuation. I actually have a thread idea ive been saving for when I can post a wall of text.

Can't sleep for shit. Go figure. fuck if there was one thing I could change about myself it'd be the ability to instantly tell my my mind to shut the hell up and let me peacefully drift into sleep. What do I think about? Well, I was lying in bed thinking about how pissed I am about not going to the gathering again. Then I thought about how bad it would suck if Psy did go broke before I could get to one. Then I remember how that is at least half of my own fault. After the gathering got booted out of Kaiser, all of the money I saved for the last year went to other shows in the Iowa area and PS3 games, and a new Boondox hoodie. So, yeah, I probably could have made it this year, but I fucked myself. 

So that's what my mind won't shut up about right now. Other nights it'll be about losing weight or worrying that i'm not living my life to the fullest potential possible. What kind of thoughts keep you guys up at night?