Monkey gone to heaven- the pixies

Alot of AFI but not after decemberunderground.

Mother- the smiths

Leftover crack- heroin or suicide.

Idunno im pretty cliche when it comes to that. 

Also 90% of my music “match my depression”.

I remember that in the grip of my horrendous crippling suicidal depression i would listen to music sad music to make me happy. So none of my music is really sad. Shit happy songs mame me ball dude fucken santaria and dancing in the moonlight. But what ever i aimt sad NIKKUH….

RIP Geno

I have severe and chronic clinical depression so i can’t really break my music down to music i like when I’m depressed. I’m always depressed. 

Nirvana and ho99o9 are bands i put on when i need to get out of bed but can’t, though. It gets me up.

krunkazphuk said

Mr. Tidwell said 
… Nirvana and ho99o9 are bands i put on when i need to get out of bed but can’t, though…

Bipolar Bear loves u, Rob.

That makes one of us

I know a lot of people do, but I don’t listen to music to match my mood like that.  I get single-minded and will bump the same shit for a long time.  In the last year or so literally about 80-90% of what I’ve listened to has been ICP.  The only question is, whether it’s gonna be a joker’s card, my greatest hits playlist, or my playlist of all the ICP songs except the few that I can’t stand on shuffle.  If I’m bumping something other than ICP it’s because there some new shit I’m checking out, rather than that I’m in a different mood.    

Mr. Tidwell said

86 said

Mr. Tidwell said
I’m always depressed. 

Same. But sometimes are worse than others I mean. Fucking doctor wanted to put me on Seroquil. Uh uh. I’ve heard the horror stories about that “medicine”. I’d rather be depressed than lose who I am completely.

Some meds are better than others. I never had that but i got a homie on it and it changed her life.

The problem with meds is they can have a range of affects and people aren’t prepared for them.

I’ve had seroquil and Despite the good effects it Made me trired all Day so I quited to take them.

As for music it’s a german rapper who i’m really enjoying when i’m depressed: k-fik

preferably the Albums “Relikt” “Gefrierpunkt” and Labyrinth. Hi lyrics are philosophical and packed full of meaning

86 said

Mr. Tidwell said
I’m always depressed. 

Same. But sometimes are worse than others I mean. Fucking doctor wanted to put me on Seroquil. Uh uh. I’ve heard the horror stories about that “medicine”. I’d rather be depressed than lose who I am completely.

I think @celle2057 knows someone who knows something about that in terms of a horror story….

86 said

Mr. Tidwell said
I’m always depressed. 

Same. But sometimes are worse than others I mean. Fucking doctor wanted to put me on Seroquil. Uh uh. I’ve heard the horror stories about that “medicine”. I’d rather be depressed than lose who I am completely.

Good lookin our OCJ. Yeah, fuck Seroquil. I mean, everyone’s different so maybe it would work out for you but unless you reeeeaaaallllly need that medicine it can cause serious damage, man. 

This is about albums but as far as songs go;

I think I did that right. Been a minute since I’ve posted. 

In regards to albums, depression typically transitions from slightly depressed to pure anger or total numbness within minutes for me so I typically go with Lamb of God- As the Palaces Burn and/or Hell’s Pit, respectively. 

Side note, uh, hello everyone! I got internet back today, got all excited to talk to you mother fuckers again…..glad I could think about the soundtrack to my depression lol. 

*Edit*

I did not, indeed do that right. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HS5EKEo6PRQ

Maybe this time?