im a MASSIVE fan of boondox, lotus, clay, twiztid, you know, the old crew. but the trouble is im really lonely. dont get me wrong, i have friends, and i live with my girlfriend, but i have no one to share the interest with, because i live in the uk and dont know anyone who likes the same stuff or that would. i tried to save up to come to the gathering this year, but my last jobs contract ended just as i was made homeless and luckily my girlfriend saved me and we moved into a house together but now theres no way i can make to a gathering anytime soon as i owe her £1500, which is probably around $2000 usd. getting to a gathering would be way more than that, id need to save up for years, and it just sucks. she was even willing to let me go by myself, its a dream, just to feel like part of the family. she doesnt know what it means to me, but i know you guys will. i just dont know what to do. im 20, and ive been down since 15, and i gotta admit ive come a long way, the ‘lo flow really kept me going when times was tough. its just hard to feel so alone like this knowing you guys are there and the biggest rule of the family is to be there and i cant get in on this. if i could get to a gathering, it would be the highlight of my life. and it sucks.