David_Black said
Yeah you’re fucking crazy, buuuuut who isn’t? You just need to learn to filter your emotions a little and you’ll be fine. 
I advise nature, music and 5 hits of acid all at once. It will help mellow you out.   

Lmaooooo, never tried acid. Music is my main way, screaming metal songs helps but I’m so ungodly loud I never get to practice unless I’m just doing guttural vocals.

Also I don’t think I need 5 hits of anything. It took one gulp of whisky to get me drunk on new years. And a tiny bit of a pot brownie can get me so unbelievably stoned that I start acting like a toddler and talking about how pretty my boyfriend’s ears are whilst losing all concept of time and asking if we can go cook waffles. 

David_Black said

I only tried it recently and it’s FUCKING AMAZING! Bonus, I stopped waking up wanting to put a gun in my mouth every single day. 
Screaming is great, helps calm you down a lot. I love driving down the road and screaming at the top of my lungs like a lunatic, very therapeutic. Aaaaand yeah, if you’re that much of a lightweight, go slow. no need to rush into mind throttling.   

Screaming is great but its gotten me in trouble a lot, like when I thought it was safe to scream so I sang the negative one and then a bunch of kids heard me scream “AND WHEN YOU DIE, YOU SEE MY FACE, YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE TO BLAME” Other times I got really stressed and started screaming at home and solidly forgot that I had choir rehersal the next day. And I’m expected to be one of the loudest voices there. So that was fun. 

But yeah, besides that, screaming has been great.

Its great you’ve found something to not be as depressed with, I hope your body can maintain it. Good luck to ya homie.

krunkazphuk said
Maybe u just need to flaunt it in the right environment (when ur of legal age & all that appropriate blahblahblah…)

@girlsofwolfpac

            @Iris The Tranny juggalette  

You know, I was on board until I noticed the spamming on twitter, if I’m gonna do porn I’d prefer they had some level of respectful conduct to their customers 🤷 

However I am gonna have to give em HELLA Props for the “it ain’t rape if their dead” shirt, that is speaking truth right there. Support your local necrophiliac, he/she doesn’t get laid enough. So I guess that makes up for the spamming.

Still, I do need money. Gotta buy guitar strings and weed. Not sure what this has to do with getting in fights, I mean, I guess playing a sadist gets some of that out, but I can already do that (me and my man and switches). 

My main question is, can we reenact daily life of Mai-chan. Under no other circumstances would I ever suggest this, in light of the last chapter but they do have a gorey theme and I don’t know what would be more appropriate. 

As far as ya’ll ever seeing me do porn, I mean, maybe, if I do I’ll just own it. 

GanjaGoblin said
Take up some martial arts, besides fighting learn the techniques  

Yee, I took kenpo when I was younger, which basically amounted to a bunch of grown adults beating on me because I was so fucking short and I was half their age. But yeah, I don’t consider it the best training just because I didn’t do it for that long and a lot of it was just those weird traditional dance type movements. But it did help me learn to deal with fighting somebody way taller than me, because after making all the kids cry they made me take the adult classes which meant that sparring was basically child abuse simulator. But yeah, I wanna do that again some day, but I’d need money and time, some day though. 

David_Black said

Like I said, scream while driving. 

One time I sang Down With the Sickness in my car in a parking lot, and I was so loud my little brother could hear me from the other side of the parking lot.

Today made me realize more and more why I feel like I have to fight. When people see me they assume they can walk all over me and disrespect me and all I’ll do is cry or some shit, fuck that, a friend texted me regarding the aforementioned table flipping over getting disrespected. And he said that I should have just walked away. Fuck that, what do they learn if I walk away, they learn that they can just say whatever they want and its okay. No, that’s not reality, that’s not okay.

Somebody at the J and E show told me something that honestly touched my heart, he said “you may be a girl, but you ain’t got no bitch in your blood, so never leave till its over.” them is good ass words, I’m not gonna be the one to walk away mother fucker, they’re gonna walk away or something’s gonna start.

I just UGH, people can’t just say shit to you, no, fuck that! I have no choice but to fight, and its not for reputation either, its for honor, personal honor. Even if I lose a fight, I’ll know I didn’t puss out like a bitch.

I don’t know what I need.

Anyone relate? (probably not)