randy quick save this thread twiztidkillaxx2 please stop trying to be funny your now at chucklz level again in my eyes

Or if ur extra lucky ten days like my girl….

I think I’m too sober to fully understand this thread..

Yes.

Reading on Tim Mclean, I looked up warning signs for Schizophrenia, and I think it’s time that I get a professional opinion…

Religious delusions- that you are Jesus, God, a prophet, or the antichrist.

Delusions of grandeur- the belief that you have an important mission, special purpose, or are an unrecognized genius, or famous person.

Thinking people are working together to harass you

Frequent moves, trips, or walks that lead nowhere

Intense and excessive preoccupation with religion or spirituality

Inability to form or keep relationships

Increased withdrawal, spending most of the days alone.

Becoming lost in thoughts and not wanting to be disturbed with human contact

Inappropriate responses- laughing or smiling when talking of a sad event, making      irrational statements.

Sudden irritability, anger, hostility, suspiciousness, resentment

Depression- feeling discouraged and hopeless about the future

Low motivation, energy, and little or no enthusiasm

Suicidal thoughts or suicidal ideation

Rapidly changing mood- from happy to sad to angry for no apparent reason (called labile mood)

Severe Anxiety

Feeling indifferent to important events

Hypersensitivity to criticism, insults, or hurt feelings

Staring, while in deep thought, with infrequent blinking.

I’m just going to stop there. I should ask about it, see if I could get my healthcare to cover it.

I make music, I could easily play video games, I could easily go out and party with friends every week end, I could draw, I could do many things. It’s not like I don’t have hobbies or anything to do… I’m just not motivated to do them.

I’m one beat away from finishing all the production for Fles Ruoy Llik I just haven’t felt motivated to work on anything lately (yeah, after bitching so much about not being able to do so, I know)

I got lyrics to write and catch up on. I’m not even close to finishing with the writing process, not even half way done writing it.

I also used to draw all the time, now I draw something like every two months.

And I really do think that I’m a god like unrecognized genius that will one day become a huge figure in the books of history, but you all tell me that I’m just full of shit and egotistical, so maybe I’m just being delusional.

Or maybe you are all delusional and I’m the one who is sane. Either way, it couldn’t hurt to try and get a diagnosis. Cause it could possible be a slight form of autism as well.

Or I could go to bed.

I’m still going to find out if I’m Schizo or Autistic. Unless it’s expensive, then fuck that.

Wait, nope, can’t sleep. Meth head night manager banging on shit at 2 in the morning again.