“THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO COME BACK IS AS BeZerkaveli… Do you believe in ghosts, motherfucker? Real live crazy ghosts? Feel me…?”

Juggalos! Juggalettes! SicFux and freak creatures of the night! I bet you that you motherfuckers thought I fell off the face of the Earth or died or some shit. Well I didn’t. I’m sure some of ya’ll wish I did, but you can’t kill an entity. So, fuck yeah motherfuckers I am back to the only website on the internet that actually fucking matters, FAYGOLUVERS!!! (and pornhub, but we won’t go there).

It’s kind of egocentric for me to write an article about my own return to this website, but there is a reason for this. I’m coming back not only to this motherfucking website, but I’m coming back to do more Underground Spotlights. I want to do some creative writing or commentary too, but I have yet to work that type of stuff out with Scottie D.

First thinks first, if you would like to get down on an UGS with me, you can email me at [email protected] or hit up the website’s email address which is [email protected] (if you were unfamiliar with that). Know a few things about how I select my Underground Spotlights. I usually will only do Spotlights with serious artists that are actually making movements in the underground, but that does not exclude those who are trying their hardest to get somewhere and cannot find a proper medium to get their work out (which is what the Underground Spotlight is about actually). I also will refuse to do any spotlight to anyone who spams me or hits me up a lot. Also, I usually will skip a spotlight if they use the juggalo card. Just because you are a juggalo doesn’t mean you deserve some kind of recognition. I’d much rather hear something new and different from juggalo style horrorcore.

If you are going to send me something, make sure it’s worth my time. I work a lot now juggalos, and I am about to start renovating a new house, so time is a limited thing on my behalf. I’m always working or busy, but for the juggalos and supporters of Faygoluvers Heaven, I got all the time in the world for ya’ll. After all, ya’ll got me here.

I’m also trying to come back to music and music management. If you are a producer, promoter, graphics artist, etc and need some work, you can always hit me up and I can see if I can get you in touch with the right people. I’m working on trying to get in touch with my cousin RUK Rilla and helping him with his music. I encourage everyone reading this article to check out RUK. Here’s a link to some of his unreleased music from 2004.

If Logan’s computer will work with me, I’ll be adding more of his music to YouTube. Anyways juggalos, this isn’t about that shit. Just a bonus for ya’ll who checked this article out. Here’s another song for ya’ll to check just because it’s great with a great message. I sincerely hope you actually listen to this…

So before I conclude this article, I guess I’ll let ya’ll know what was up with me while I was gone. I’ve been moving up the corporate ladder at my job solidifying myself at full time with medical and dental benefits as well as a retirement package plan. Been busting my ass off 80 to 100 hours or more a paycheck. It’s paying off too lo’s. As of just a couple weeks ago, I have been able to take the chance to get my own house with 22 acres in Embarrass, Minnesota. I’ll be living in the sticks soon, which means I need to switch internet providers which will probably leave me MIA again for about a month or so while Logan and I recoop on finances. Shit’s spendy guys. Will be dropping about $2,000 within like 3 days coming up soon.

Juggalos, I was never supposed to get this far. Why I am this lucky, I don’t know, but with every opportunity I am blessed with, I would like and am trying to repay society for giving me the opportunity to advance so far. A lot of others could have been given this opportunity, and I am sure there are a million people more deserving than me, but as long as I can go strong, I’ll keep it up. I don’t want to sound arrogant, but I hope my triumphs in life can inspire some of you hopeless fuckers out there, because not to long ago, I was sitting there hopeless with no clue as where my life was going or if that was going to be anything to look forward to the next day.

I don’t think ya’ll understand, if it weren’t for Scottie D, Big Ian, Logan, The Bricks, my homie Jason, the SicFux, and 1416 Entertainment; I couldn’t have done anything. If it were for ya’ll fuckers hitting me up when I was down and shit, I couldn’t be here doing what I do. I couldn’t have changed. I couldn’t have done shit.

So that’s why I decided to come back. It’s weird to think a website I once would check to see what was going on in the juggalo underground when I was a teenager being told that juggalos would never get me anywhere in life would change my life so much and bring me so much further in life. I owe myself to all of those who built me this far. So with that being said juggalos, I’m back, and you better believe BeZerkaveli is a Faygoluver 4 Life! See you soon juggalos…

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