krunkazphuk said
And if u change ur mind about literally buying a hot demon uterus, just let me know. I know a guy.

Violent licking noises*

krunkazphuk said

And for some (like me) that's just the past. Vengeance might be a reason to keep going for a while, but I found it to be a hollow existence. Love, luck, & lollipops all around, Iris. Please consider the following (it helped me):

I won't let anyone ruin my life. I'm recovering. Embracing the crazy is helping me a lot 😜. I won't let this weigh me down. 

And I am trying to be less obsessed with vengence (though its a little late for that lol) 

Fuck my past, fuck my abusers, Ima live for me now. Or at the very least I'm gonna try (:

Iris The Tranny juggalette said

krunkazphuk said
I'm hoping for some dope ass lyrical hijinks about u buying a black market demon uterus off of eBay.   

I don't even know how to respond with that...

YAY! Stump-the-Tranny is one of the more elegant carnival games I've mastered.

Iris The Tranny juggalette said
btw the events of this song are the reason why I'm so defensive of Blahzay Roze, yeah its fun to make fun of the fact that she only seems to be be about rape, but for many that's just life.  

And for some (like me) that's just the past. Vengeance might be a reason to keep going for a while, but I found it to be a hollow existence. Love, luck, & lollipops all around, Iris. Please consider the following (it helped me):

krunkazphuk said
I'm hoping for some dope ass lyrical hijinks about u buying a black market demon uterus off of eBay.   

I don't even know how to respond with that. Other than that I would totally do that. I probably should too (not literally but you know what I mean), I need to write some more light hearted songs after that one.

-Song by Iris the Withered

 (disclaimer, this is a true story, so if this seems emo as fuck, that's why, I'm just trying to convey what I've done and what happened to me)

Intro:

(audio recording): “Most terribly cold it was” (cutting out) “and was nearly quite dark” (cutting out) “in the cold darkness there went along the street a poor little girl” (cutting out) “she carried a quantity of matches” (cuts out) “nobody had bought anything of her”

(sound cuts out) (match lighting sound effect)

First verse:

Let me tell you all a tragedy of foolishness and pain

Of a girl of the night who had gone insane

Starting getting fucked so she could feel she was alive

But only left colder and hateful inside

A rape at age 6 left her looking through a broken eye

So she found no reason not to sell her body to the night

Fun at first, if not a little bit painful

Some asshole choked me out, but that’s what I got paid for

 first time I felt alive, yet still so hateful

Soon I was workin overtime just to get paid more

Started comin home late, and making up excuses

Got more and more reckless, starting bringing home juices

High or drunk every night, but I hide the scent

“I don’t need help, I’m nice and innocent”

Chorus:

Little match girl

I never thought I’d see you die

I’m really sorry, I thought you were doing just fine

Little match girl

The world has left you just to freeze

Little match girl

You smiled dying on your knees

Second verse:

Second months up and I’m drunk as fuck

Filling my cup so I can give good suck

Lost all respect for body if I ever had any

Now I’d do anything they wanted for a goddamn penny

Or so I thought

It’s what I told myself a lot

Yet sometimes I still got heated up

Some fatass held me at gunpoint and raped me in his car

Left me on the sidewalk with some brand-new scars

I started buying up lighters and matches

And storing em all inside my jacket

Burning myself to get away from the cold

The cold of the numb that had tugged at my soul

This was how I thought I’d make through life’s cruel hold

But all that happened was the rest of my heart was sold

My friends are getting crazy

They wanna pick a fight

Imaginary voices they be

But that’s the place I got my light

They say I should murder

Kill everybody that I’ve fucked

That way then I could maybe,

leave it all behind and live untouched

they don’t stop the shouting

I guess I’ll give it just a try

On my later outings

If they go too far they will die

Chorus:

Little match girl

I never thought I’d see you die

I’m really sorry, I thought you were doing just fine

Little match girl

The world has left you just to freeze

Little match girl

You smiled dying on your knees

Third verse:

It’s 9 in the morning

I’m leaving a bit early now

Met up at a party

And I can’t help but wonder how

Somebody as hot as him would need to pay a bitch to plow

We walk past all his buddies

They drunk as fuck and getting down

And they’re so fucking wasted, they dropping liquor on the ground

He leads me to a room alone with straps and chains and gags and whips

Nothing that I can’t enjoy so I sit down and wait for it

He ties a blind around me, not sure if I can handle this

Before I go to say something, I’m gaged and I can’t move an inch

I start to fucking struggle, but that’s just what he wants

I hear the fucking door open, and then I hear it more than once

I’m starting to panic

This isn’t what they called me for

And now I fucking regret ever becoming a little whore

I can hear em laughing and shouting even more

I felt as if I should be callused from the pain before

But I wasn’t prepared for what was in store

I feel the penetration

Deep inside of me

As they began to rape me violently

After a while I try to suffer silently

don’t wanna play their game

I couldn’t stand the shame

But that was a mistake because it just pissed them off

I felt a cold fist, smash into me like a rock

So I begged for them to stop

My life would could end right there if they hit hard enough

16 years old is a shit age to be going round screwing

Cause If the cops knew of what I was doing

I wouldn’t have a life for the future to be viewing

So I had to keep screaming

So they didn’t keep beating

I’m already bleeding

from my skin and from my heart

god tell me I’m dreaming

or let death do us part

Chorus:

Little match girl

I never thought I’d see you die

I’m really sorry, I thought you were doing just fine

Little match girl

The world has left you just to freeze

Little match girl

You smiled dying on your knees

4^th verse:

I never really thought that It’d come to this

I never would have dreamed that I’d be doing this shit

But I did

And I sure as fuck paid for it

I paid in my humanity

In being alive

Because now I am truly dead inside

Withered and decayed

Broken and dead

Left empty and gone, like a bullet through my head

But my heart was still beating and my body still moving

Damned to walk this earth after all the abusing

I was still in the room

The men had moved on

Couldn’t tell how long

 cause I was too far gone

I thought back, to all my family back at the house

Not a clue what I was doing

Don’t even really know now

The shame and hate washed over me

It was then that I remembered what the voices told me

I could suddenly hear them as the pain controlled me

BURN THEM TO HELL!!!

That’s what it fucking came to

So immediately after I came to

I struggled up

They had left me unstuck

Drunk as fuck

They weren’t thinking bout the little slut

So I grabbed my jacket up

And went for the matches

I’m gonna burn this fucker down right to its ashes

I saw flashes

Of the times in past when

I said I’d do this shit in passing

Always tried to act hard

I was actin

But just then I felt a rush of pure passion

Justice, vengeance it all boiled down together

The pain they put me through being more than enough pressure

It was time, to introduce the real wither

Jack on the ground, the fire was sure to spread

I’m certain at least 5 of them wound up dead

The truth is I forgot

The night was a blur

But I can rest easy, justice was served

I’m a different person now

The little match girl is dead

Left in the cold too long

So burned to life instead

The crooked flower of innocence died at age 6

But 10 years later, withered to a crisp

Be careful who you let slip out of the light

They just might burn their way into the night.