-Jules

GanjaGoblin said
Perhaps theres other factors that contribute towards the psychosis. Damage is already done upstairs so it may be the drug use I've went through over the years.

^ this plays a very big part, as well as our own organic body chemistry. I never get paranoid as in "oh shit the cops!", because I never feared them since I never felt I was doing anything morally ill. But it is more of an antisocial paranoia, where I let my guard down more than is comfortable, so Im internally battling myself. I know that it is great to be peaceful and pacifist-minded from the holy herbs, but life has taught me early and continously to still be alert and protective. Now thatI have kids, that increases. But it can also be an irrational, errbodys-talking-bout-me kind of unease, however silly.

And like Smack, I also am more comfortable with some backup silver bullets when I go out with Mary J. La bala de plata.

But it is such an important part of us, etc etc Ive already been over this before, but I have a spiritual, medical and political obligation to keep this thing.moving. Even during the random year stretches of almost zero tokage, I NEVER wavered in my passionate defense of the plant as medicine, fuel, nutrition, freedom, and such. 

Its almost silly that we have lost so many years battling with governments and society over this plant and substance. Like it feels like working in an oxygen dispensary at times; people need this and have had it forever, so why is it suddenly a "legalized novelty"? This should never have been an issue. Prohibition does not work.

GanjaGoblin said  
From paranoid to ludicrous to hungry to mellow to psychotic.   

why you wanna be any of those things?  well, maybe mellow, i suppose.  

it does me a lotta good.  and by extension, does the world a lotta good, cuz i probably would be trying to burn it down if i had to stay sober.  

either that, or id be burning myself down.  

point is, theres a net reduction in damage, if im smokin.  

plus, it makes me feel good.  hungry, sometimes, but not psychotic or paranoid.  i smoke to mitigate against psychosis and paranoia.  

OCJ_Brendan said

Old Mr Dangerous said
anyone that is Gathering-bound in July, that happens to coalesce around the northeastern plains of Colorado, and needs some great bud at cheap prices, I will hook you up. Either at my dispensary or from my own stash. I havent been to a Gathering since 2004 and I miss it. So I will live vicariously through yall. There is NOTHING like a GOTJ. I get emotional just thinking about it.  

I do this all the time. Hit me up.

Hit me up.

Hit me up. 

HIT ME UP!!

I remember when you used to say you didn't like smoking because it made you paranoid lol...look at yourself...ON WEEED.

You know whats better than paranoia? Paranoia..ON WEED!

But yes several strains still give me paranoia, whether Indica ot Sativa it doesnt matter. Its all about the strain and the setting.

I still dont do dabs. I dont have time to be that damned high, esp with my daughters always around.

But its a great thing. I feel like Mary Jane finally came back around, and doesnt fuck with my head as much.

I have over an ounce of like ten different herbs on me now. Lemon Diesel, Grape Ape, Cherry Diesel, Diamond Jedi OG, OG Skywalker, etc etc... some Bubble Hash too. Tons of edibles, including drinks and candies as well. Stocked, son.

Old Mr Dangerous said
anyone that is Gathering-bound in July, that happens to coalesce around the northeastern plains of Colorado, and needs some great bud at cheap prices, I will hook you up. Either at my dispensary or from my own stash. I havent been to a Gathering since 2004 and I miss it. So I will live vicariously through yall. There is NOTHING like a GOTJ. I get emotional just thinking about it.  

I do this all the time. Hit me up.

Hit me up.

Hit me up. 

HIT ME UP!!

I remember when you used to say you didn't like smoking because it made you paranoid lol...look at yourself...ON WEEED.

if youre driving in front of a police, you automatically got somethin to worry about.  

I do this all the time. Hit me up.

Hit me up.

Hit me up. 

HIT ME UP!!